And after the first wave of rage had passed, the witches had turned their fury on her. They didn’t blame her for Briarwood, since it had been built before she had become Queen of Chaillot, but they did blame her, bitterly, for her blindness. She had been so intent on keeping Hayll’s influence out of Chaillot and trying to retain some power in the face of the male council that she hadn’t seen the danger that already existed. They said it was like arguing with a man about groping your breast when he already had his cock sheathed between your legs.

They blamed her because Robert Benedict had lived in her house for all those years and had bedded her daughter. If she couldn’t recognize the danger when it sat across from her day after day, how could she protect her people against any other kind of threat?

They blamed her for Robert Benedict and for all the young witches who had died or were broken in Briarwood.

She blamed herself for what happened to Jaenelle, her younger granddaughter. She had allowed that strange, difficult child to be locked away in that place. She hadn’t known Briarwood’s secrets, but if she hadn’t dismissed Jaenelle’s fanciful stories, if she had accepted them as a child’s plea for attention instead of an annoying social problem, Jaenelle never would have been sent to Briarwood. And if she hadn’t dismissed the girl’s hatred for Dr. Carvay, would she have learned the truth sooner?

She didn’t know. And it was too late to find the answers.

Now she had another family problem. Eleven years ago, Wilhelmina Benedict, Robert’s daughter by his first marriage, had run away after claiming that Robert had made a sexual advance. Philip Alexander, Robert’s bastard half brother, had found his niece, but he had refused to say where she was. At the time, Alexandra had been furious with him for keeping Wilhelmina’s location a secret from her. Lately, she had wondered if Philip had had some inkling about what lay beneath Briarwood’s solicitous veneer, especially when it had been his vehemence that had been the final push to close the place.

A couple of days ago, she had received a letter from Wilhelmina, informing her that the girl was going to Kaeleer, the Shadow Realm. No—Wilhelmina was twenty-seven now, no longer a girl. That didn’t matter. She was still family. Still her granddaughter.

Alexandra shook her head to break the pattern of her thoughts and noticed Philip walking toward her. Holding her breath, she searched his gray eyes.

“She’s not among them,” Philip said quietly.

Alexandra released her breath in a sigh. “Thank the Darkness.” But she understood what hadn’t been said: not yet.