At some point, Adrian joined me, taking a seat on the other side of Ana’s bed. He looked exhausted and worn; the lines between his eyes were deep and the hollows of his face shadowed. Our earlier conversation weighed upon my mind, and I wanted to ask him about Dis. I was frustrated that she added another complicated element to our lives, and I wanted it to end, but I knew it was not the right time to speak of her.

I focused on Ana instead. I was so tired of crying. My eyes were raw, and my face hurt, but I could not stop, so I let the tears run freely down my face.

“Why won’t she wake?” I asked. “You healed her. Why won’t she wake?”

“I don’t know,” he said. “Euric says he has seen this before, and he believes she will come to, though it might be days.”

Euric was the vampire who had bandaged my wound after I was attacked by a child possessed with the crimson mist. He had claimed not to be a healer, leaving the title for witches, though he was skilled in some of the arts.

We were quiet for a long moment, both of us watching Ana.

“Did you know about Dragos’s pleasure house?” I asked.

Adrian kept staring at Ana.

“We all did,” he said. “It was impossible not to know.”

“Why didn’t you do anything?”

“You assume I did nothing?” he asked, looking at me.

I supposed I had. “I’m sorry.”

He shook his head. “I likely did not do enough,” he said. “I was focused on killing Dragos. I thought if I succeeded, then every bad thing he’d done would go away. I didn’t realize until after Ana’s…” He paused and cleared his throat. “I didn’t realize how awful it had become until…until then.”

“You planned to kill Dragos? Even before my death?”

“It’s the only reason I joined his guard,” Adrian said. “It was not easy…pretending to be so loyal.”

“What did he do to you?”

Adrian swallowed, and let his eyes fall to his hands, which he had clasped tightly in his lap.

“I blame him for destroying my family. Revekka was once very small, and Dragos wanted more land, more power. He declared war upon three other countries. They were called Bren, Kazan, and Oksana. My father was called upon to fight, and when he returned, he was not the same man. He was angry, and he drank, and that made him violent. One day, he walked into the woods and impaled himself upon his sword. I found him. I was only a boy. After, my mother, too, began drinking, and she whored herself around to sustain it rather than feeding me.”

He paused a moment, letting his hands rest on the arms of his chair, gazing toward the window.