Back Quanta
Chapters (40)
  1. Also by Lola Dodge
  2. Chapter One
  3. Chapter Two
  4. Chapter Three
  5. Chapter Four
  6. Chapter Five
  7. Chapter Six
  8. Chapter Seven
  9. Chapter Eight
  10. Chapter Nine
  11. Chapter Ten
  12. Chapter Eleven
  13. Chapter Twelve
  14. Chapter Thirteen
  15. Chapter Fourteen
  16. Chapter Fifteen
  17. Chapter Sixteen
  18. Chapter Seventeen
  19. Chapter Eighteen
  20. Chapter Nineteen
  21. Chapter Twenty
  22. Chapter Twenty-One
  23. Chapter Twenty-Two
  24. Chapter Twenty-Three
  25. Chapter Twenty-Four
  26. Chapter Twenty-Five
  27. Chapter Twenty-Six
  28. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  29. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  30. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  31. Chapter Thirty
  32. Chapter Thirty-One
  33. Chapter Thirty-Two
  34. Chapter Thirty-Three
  35. Chapter Thirty-Four
  36. Chapter Thirty-Five
  37. Chapter Thirty-Six
  38. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. About the Author

Just seeing her tired, feeling the chill on her skin…

I wanted to wrap her in a blanket while I was at it, and force her sleep until her dark circles disappeared. It wasn’t me. I’d never been the mother hen type. I liked older women who knew what they wanted. No strings.

No one on Earth was more complex than Quanta.

Some of the few matched Ravens had formed platonic pairs. We could force ourselves to take that road.

At least, I told myself we could. In reality, I wasn’t as confident.

She wasn’t easy to resist. Eva’s programming made sure of that, and Quanta herself was taking care of the rest. Her sharp mind. Her humor. Her competitive streak.

I liked everything except the way we’d been forced together.

Another impossible sight flickered at the corner of my eye, stealing my attention. In the ether behind Quanta’s sofa, my father hauled my younger self somewhere by the arm. I pushed out a breath, trying to act normal, but watching the past seep into the present wasn’t easy to swallow.

Father’s dark brows were lowered in anger—I remembered that expression well enough without the reminder—and my scowl looked permanent with me chafing in a fitted suit.

Only our figures appeared in Quanta’s mental theater. They were tinged with blue and I could see through them like were ghosts. Besides our bodies, nothing else of the past bled through. It wasn’t much context to go on, but it was enough to dredge up my matching memory. Father had torn me away from my books to go to Jet al-Sabah’s tenth birthday party, trying to get me to socialize with other children in my “social circle.”

Then Jet started a cricket game using live frogs as balls and I’d escaped to his family’s library until father dragged me out again, dripping disapproval. As if I needed the reminder why I hated the upwardly mobile.

Disgust soured my stomach. What a terrible memory.

Are you seeing this one? Quanta asked.

Yes. I’d relived moments of my past in holo rooms, but this added a level of detail that holos couldn’t imitate. Father’s angry footsteps echoed on invisible tiles, and a hint of his expensive cologne crossed into the present; it even put Cassie’s VR worlds to shame. Did she see everything in so much detail? How did she begin to sift through that much information?

It could be worse. Quanta’s gaze drifted to the spot. She squinted, focusing in, and the vision cut off.

That begged a serious question. What else had she seen these past few days? Why? What else—