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Chapters (40)
  1. Also by Lola Dodge
  2. Chapter One
  3. Chapter Two
  4. Chapter Three
  5. Chapter Four
  6. Chapter Five
  7. Chapter Six
  8. Chapter Seven
  9. Chapter Eight
  10. Chapter Nine
  11. Chapter Ten
  12. Chapter Eleven
  13. Chapter Twelve
  14. Chapter Thirteen
  15. Chapter Fourteen
  16. Chapter Fifteen
  17. Chapter Sixteen
  18. Chapter Seventeen
  19. Chapter Eighteen
  20. Chapter Nineteen
  21. Chapter Twenty
  22. Chapter Twenty-One
  23. Chapter Twenty-Two
  24. Chapter Twenty-Three
  25. Chapter Twenty-Four
  26. Chapter Twenty-Five
  27. Chapter Twenty-Six
  28. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  29. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  30. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  31. Chapter Thirty
  32. Chapter Thirty-One
  33. Chapter Thirty-Two
  34. Chapter Thirty-Three
  35. Chapter Thirty-Four
  36. Chapter Thirty-Five
  37. Chapter Thirty-Six
  38. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. About the Author

When the contact snapped, so did the flow of visions, but I could tell he wasn’t broken yet. I half fell to the ground, landing on Darren and grabbing his throat before he could get up. Grim determination gave me the strength to keep holding on.

He wasn’t weaseling out this time. I wouldn’t let him.

His eyes widened and he opened his mouth, probably to dangle some carrot, some reason to keep him alive, but there was nothing he could say that could make up for all his wrongs.

Too late. Way, way too late.

The timeghosts roared through me and into him.

Darren arched, then twitched, and started seizing, but I dug both hands into his skin, scrunching my eyes shut and letting the timeghosts do the work. As they flowed through me, I poured everything out—my anger and frustration and helplessness. All the bad things that sprang from Darren and this shitty lab.

No more. I wouldn’t be his pet ever again.

It lasted ages.

Finally Darren went still.

Blood trickled from Darren’s nostrils and the florescent ceiling lights reflected from his glassy green eyes. I shuddered as shock and adrenaline and a whole bunch of other things fought through my veins.

“It’s over.” Tair pulled me up and away. He hugged me to him and smoothed his hands over my back in a comforting rhythm. “It’s done.”

I clung to him, breath ragged. You came back.

I always will.

Just those three words and a thousand, thousand futures of us flashed in front of me.

The possibilities were endless. Not all were rainbows—there’d be blood and struggle whichever road we took—but we had choices.

Warm fuzzies cut through the shock and strain. I gripped Tair’s shirt, tugging him even closer. Burying my face in his warmth, I tried to keep down the tears that wanted to leak from the corners of my eyes.

When we were together, there was hope.

We just had to get out of here.

As I breathed him in, I concentrated on the moment. His fingers patting my hair, all calm reassurance. The safety I felt in his arms. A bit of Tair’s consciousness seeped into mine—he was already measuring up the room and the resources we had, prepping to get us out.

He was with me, even in my head.

Realizing that made reality shift. For a breathless moment there were two of me and two of him and two of everything as my vision doubled and shivers wiggled down to my toes.

“Was that…?” He asked, shivering in response.

“New save point.” I memorized the feeling this time, so I could do it again later. Now this moment glowed in my head, bookmarked so we could come back to it as many times as I could handle.