He loved the split-second decision making pass, drive, shoot the sudden openings that lasted tenths of a second, the way the world slowed down so that you could split the seam . He loved all that . What he did not love was the middle-age machismo. The gym was filling up with Masters of the Universe, the wannabe alpha males who, despite the big house and fat wallet and penis-compensating sports car, still needed to beat someone at something. Myron had been competitive in his youth. Too competitive perhaps. He had been a nutjob for winning. This was, he had learned, not always a wonderful quality, though it often separated the very good from the greats, the near-pros from the pros: this desire no, need to better another man . But he had outgrown it. Some of these guys a minority for certain, but enough had not . When they saw Myron, the former NBA player (no matter for how short a time), they saw their chance to prove what real men they were. Even now. Even when most of them were north of forty. And when the skills are slower but the heart still hungers for glory, it can get physical and downright ugly . Myron scanned the gym and found his reason for being there . Erik warmed up at the far basket. Myron jogged over and called out to him . Erik, hey, how's it going?Erik turned and smiled at him. Good morning, Myron. Nice to see you show up . I 'm usually not much of a morning guy, Myron said . Erik tossed him the ball. Myron took a shot. It clanged off the rim . Late night? Erik asked . Very . You've looked better . Gee, thanks, Myron said. Then: So how are things?Fine, you?Good . Someone shouted out and the ten guys jogged toward center court. That was how it was. If you wanted to play in the first group, you have to be one of the first ten to arrive. David Rainiv, a brilliant numbers guy and CFO of some Fortune 500 company, always made up teams. He had a knack for balancing the talent and forming competitive matchups. No one questioned his decisions. They were final and binding . So Rainiv divided up the sides. Myron was matched up against a young guy who stood six-seven. This was a good thing. The theory of men having Napoleon complexes may be debatable in the real world but not in pickup games. Little guys wanted to harm big guys show them up in an arena usually dominated by size . But sadly, today the exception proved the rule. The six-seven kid was all elbows and anger. He was athletic and strong but had little basketball talent. Myron did his best to keep his distance. The truth was, despite his knee and age, Myron could score at will. For a while that was what he did. It just came so naturally. It was hard to go easy.