Was he fucking kidding? “How could you not see how I felt about you? Every time I came to see you, I worried about how transparent I was. I might as well have put on a sign that said: I’ve fallen in love. I’m fragile. I’m dying inside because I want you and I can’t have you. Then I thought you were going to suggest exactly what I’d been hoping, that we drop the client/escort relationship and actually go out. When you asked me to work for you, it was like being punched.”

Thorne looked ill, his face pale, his eyes dull. “My God, Dash. I thought the same thing. That you’d see through me, that you’d realize I’d started thinking of you as my lover. I wish I could go back and redo everything. I was an arrogant ass, but I was desperate. I couldn’t stand the thought of you with other clients. It was selfish and stupid, okay? You’ve always enjoyed me admitting I was wrong. Well, you’ve been right about everything.”

Riley shook his head. “No, not even close.”

Thorne frowned. “What do you mean?”

“I should’ve told you how I felt. I almost did so many times. I wanted to keep seeing you, but as a lover, not as a client. I could never work up the courage to say it, though, because I didn’t think someone so successful, so—not old—but so far down the road from where I was, could ever want me on my own terms.”

Thorne ran a hand over his hair. He glanced away and then back. “I did want you. I…do. I want anything you’re willing to give.”

“So you would’ve said yes if I’d asked?”

Thorne nodded.

“But you said you hadn’t been on a date in years, that you thought sex was much better when it was paid for.”

Thorne groaned and leaned against the wall as if unable to hold himself up anymore. “I didn’t know you then. I couldn’t imagine a man worth the upheaval in my life, but you are that man. I know it might be too late. If so, just tell me, and I won’t bother you again. But if there’s any chance…”

Riley stared into Thorne’s eyes; there was pain there, but also hope, and it was infectious. “I…yeah, there’s a chance.”

“Where do we go from here? Your call.” Thorne’s soft smile lit up the shadowy entryway.

“You’re not planning to keep serenading me every night?” Riley asked, finally letting himself smile too.

Thorne laughed. “No, that was a one-time thing. I’m sure I looked quite ridiculous.”