Contents ( 62)
- Praise for Ali Hazelwood
- Also by Ali Hazelwood
- Anthologies
- Novellas
- Young Adult Novels
- Contents
- Prologue
- 7 days before the wedding
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- 6 days before the wedding
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- 5 days before the wedding
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- 4 days before the wedding
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- 3 days before the wedding
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- 2 days before the wedding
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- 2 days before the wedding
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- After the wedding
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- Visit Ali Hazelwood Online
- What’s next on your reading list?
Mount Etna.
Most guests are already sipping dark red wines, and shots of something that seems to glow neon orange. There are at least three animated conversations going on at once, loud even over the hypnotic chorus of the cicadas. When Tiny barks, then barrels toward me like I’m a soldier returning from a one-hundred-year deployment, they all come to a stop.
Tisha notices us and begins tapping her glass with a knife.
“Get ready,” Nyota whispers to me. “It’s loser’s open mic night.”
“At last,” her sister declares. “Here they are—our most preeminent guests, bestowing upon us their invaluable attendance.”
Everyone laughs. My cheeks feel sunburnt. Nyota curtsies gracefully and mutters, “Little baby Jesus, why did you not make me an only child?” but her smile stays in place. It’s an act of pure ventriloquism.
“Hardest battles, strongest soldier,” I whisper, searching for Rue’s eyes. Sorry, I mouth at her as I rub Tiny’s back. I could go to her, hug her, maybe even fuss over how stunning she looks in her white dress and French braid. Except, she would hate it.
She shrugs, the curve of her lips small but warm.
“What do you two have to say for yourselves?” Tisha asks. The arm wrapped around the back of her chair belongs to her fiancé, Diego. He’s a Silicon Hills tech bro whom I really, really want to find annoying for being part of the crowd ruining my weird little city. Sadly, he thwarted my plans by turning out to be adorable and never wearing a Patagonia vest, driving a Tesla Cybertruck, or drinking Soylent. I remain on high alert; in the meantime, I wave back when he grins at me.
“I think we can give them a pass, babe,” he says. “I bet they have valid excuses.”
“Such as?”
He shrugs. “Their brains are not fully formed?”
“Ah, yes. The raw, unbaked prefrontal cortex of juvenescence.”
Nyota rolls her eyes. “Tish, quit being jealous because the party doesn’t start till I arrive. We were simply engrossed in our discussion topic—mean girls who act all haughty and superior, even though they notoriously wet the bed well into their teens.”
“I was nine—”
“I didn’t say we were talking about you—”
“—and I had a nightmare—”
“—and yet you’re being so defensive, I wonder why?” Nyota takes a seat across from her sister, ready to spend the night bickering.
Tisha has been Rue’s best friend since they were kids, and for a little while I resented my brother for not falling in love with her. I never said it aloud, and I hope to bring it to my grave, even more than the time I took a gummy and DMed Malala to tell her that I was sure we’d be best friends, even more than the fact that I cheated on every history exam in eighth grade and know nothing about World War I, even more than the identity of the person I’ve fantasized about while masturbating for the last three years. But when I first met Tisha, she was so easy to talk to. She’d laugh at my jokes, and not let conversations fall into unsettling silences, and allow herself to be charmed by me. Meanwhile, Rue…