Chapters (35)
- Title page
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY FOUR
“Murphy stopped by here a couple of weeks ago, did you know that? I asked if he was going to see you, but he said no. He didn’t want to see you. Stone? Stone’s a suck-up to the brass. Why should he see Stone? Murphy said he’s gonna ride the freight trains across the country, like a hobo. That’s his plan. You know what I think? I think he’s gonna shoot himself in the head.”
“I’m sorry about what happened,” Luke said.
But Martinez wasn’t listening.
“How’s your wife, man? Pregnancy coming along good? Little Luke junior on the way? That’s real nice, Stone. I’m happy for you.”
“Robby, did I do something to you?” Luke said.
Tears began to stream down Martinez’s face. He pounded the bed with his fists. “Look at me, man! I have no legs! I’m gonna be pissing and shitting in a bag the rest of my life, okay? I can’t walk. I’m never gonna walk. I can’t…”
He shook his head. “I can’t…”
Now Martinez began to weep.
“I didn’t do it,” Luke said. His voice sounded small and weak, like a child’s voice.
“Yes! You did it! You did this. It was you. It was your mission. We were your guys. Now we’re dead. All but you.”
Luke shook his head. “No. It was Heath’s mission. I was just—”
“You bastard! You were just following orders. But you could have said no.”
Luke said nothing. Martinez breathed deeply.
“I told you to kill me.” He gritted his teeth. “I told you… to… kill… me. Now look at this… this mess. You were the one.” He shook his head. “You could have done it. Nobody would know.”
Luke stared at him. “I couldn’t kill you. You’re my friend.”
“Don’t say that!” Martinez said. “I’m not your friend.”
He turned his head to face the wall. “Get out of my room.”
“Robby…”
“How many men you killed, Stone? How many, huh? A hundred? Two hundred?”
Luke spoke barely above a whisper. He answered honestly. “I don’t know. I stopped counting.”
“You couldn’t kill one man as a favor? A favor to your so-called friend?”
Luke didn’t speak. Such a thing had never occurred to him before. Kill his own man? But he realized now that it was possible.
For a split second, he was back on that hillside on that cold morning. He saw Martinez sprawled on his back, crying. Luke walked over to him. There was no ammo left. All Luke had was the twisted bayonet in his hand. He crouched down next to Martinez, the bayonet protruding from his fist like a spike. He reached up with it, above Martinez’s heart, and…