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Chapters (20)
  1. Cover
  2. PLUME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. ONE
  6. TWO
  7. THREE
  8. FOUR
  9. FIVE
  10. SIX
  11. SEVEN
  12. EIGHT
  13. NINE
  14. TEN
  15. ELEVEN
  16. TWELVE
  17. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  18. About the Author
  19. Also by Will Wiles
  20. About the Publisher

But: I still did not know what was happening. This man did not want a cigarette, I knew that; if he did, it certainly wasn’t all he wanted. Was I being begged? Was I being robbed? Was I simply free to go, to say, ‘No, sorry,’ and push by, suffering nothing more than an epithet spat at my retreating back? If I gave this man a quid – it was there, and more, heavy in my pocket – was that all? Would we part on good terms, with some of that spurious cheer that accompanies a successful beg? No – I was sure, on a level of animal instinct, that starting to fetch money from my pockets was a mistake.

It was confusing. There was no clarity in the situation. It didn’t look promising, but it wasn’t a man with a knife saying, ‘Give me all your money.’ There was no obvious, sensible path to either escape or self-preservation. That was the most frightening part.

‘You got a quid then, mate?’ Old-Young said. He stepped towards me. Aware of his colleague to my rear, I inched back, but did not take a corresponding full step. He drew closer. The streetlamp hardly grazed him.

‘Sure, sure,’ I mumbled, and dipped a hand into my pocket. My keys jangled with the loose change there. As it happened, I had an unusually large amount of money on me: £30 in notes and perhaps another ten in change. At the time, on my starting salary in a parsimonious industry, that was a lot. I had expected to need it for carousing, but the magazine had paid for everything at the restaurant, leaving me flush. He heard it.

‘You got a lot there, yeah?’ he said. ‘How about you spare us a bit more?’

I froze, looking desperately towards the busier street, hoping against all likelihood that a policeman or patrol car might choose this moment to pass, or that a large group might turn the corner and give me the cover, the witnesses, to extricate myself. But I was alone.

My next move surprised me – it was, I suppose, brave, or bold, and thus I had not anticipated it.

‘You said a quid.’

Old-Young lifted his gaze from mine to look at his companion – the first time he had acknowledged him, although I had never doubted they were working together. I shuddered, expecting an assault from behind – an arm round the throat, a blow to the back of the head, a knife between the ribs. How would that feel, to be stabbed? I had only really been thinking in words: ‘mugged’, ‘robbed’, ‘assaulted’, these were very elastic concepts, which had made fixing them to the truth of the situation all the harder – until now, anyway, and now they felt inadequate against a much larger and less abstract consideration: Am I about to be hurt, and if so, how much?