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Contents ( 48)
  1. PAST LIFE
  2. David Mark
  3. PART ONE
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. ONE
  6. TWO
  7. THREE
  8. FOUR
  9. FIVE
  10. SIX
  11. SEVEN
  12. EIGHT
  13. NINE
  14. TEN
  15. ELEVEN
  16. TWELVE
  17. THIRTEEN
  18. FOURTEEN
  19. FIFTEEN
  20. SIXTEEN
  21. SEVENTEEN
  22. EIGHTEEN
  23. NINETEEN
  24. TWENTY
  25. TWENTY-ONE
  26. TWENTY-TWO
  27. TWENTY-THREE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR
  29. PART TWO
  30. TWENTY-FIVE
  31. TWENTY-SIX
  32. TWENTY-SEVEN
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT
  34. TWENTY-NINE
  35. THIRTY
  36. THIRTY-ONE
  37. THIRTY-TWO
  38. THIRTY-THREE
  39. PART THREE
  40. THIRTY-FOUR
  41. THIRTY-FIVE
  42. THIRTY-SIX
  43. THIRTY-SEVEN
  44. THIRTY-EIGHT
  45. THIRTY-NINE
  46. FORTY
  47. EPILOGUE
  48. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

In front, the soggy grass that runs down to the dirty sand and slimy rocks of the shoreline. There should be an ice-cream van parked up, opposite the neat, newish houses that shelter beneath the perfect curve of the Humber Bridge. It’s not there today. He takes it as somehow symbolic – a bad omen.

Turns right. Sights home. A row of white fishermen’s cottages. A hanging basket outside his own – a splash of red against the chalky paleness of the terrace.

It takes a moment to make sense of what he is seeing. To turn the familiar scene from a memory into its new reality.

The door stands wide open. At the window of the neighbouring property, worried faces, peering out to see what is happening. Two doors down, another open door; a mother and son framed in the rectangle of light, faces angled towards the open mouth of Aector and Roisin’s home.

He glances past his own front door – down to the lifeboat station and the play park and the great mass of the woods beyond.

Sees her. Black hair. Barefoot. Dressing gown and pyjamas. Lilah, in her arms, holding on, ape-like. She’s running up the road towards home.

McAvoy screeches to a halt outside his own front door. Boots the door open and stumbles onto the pavement, running towards his wife; dirt on his knees, his palms – relief flooding him. She’s here. She’s safe. She’s well …

Twenty yards away her face comes into focus. He sees fear. Wild primal horror scored into the set of her eyes, the anguished line of her jaw.

Ten yards away, he sees his daughter’s crimson hand.

Five yards away, he thinks: Fin.

And then she is in his arms, dissolving in tears and rage, saying his name; the name of their son; and Lilah is holding up her gory palm, and the police officer within him is closing down, fading, becoming nought but air, as something else, something other, begins to take possession of his flesh.

‘No,’ he says, again and again and again. ‘No.’

She gasps, as if coming back to life. Takes his face in her hands, fingertips like teeth. ‘He took him!’ she screams, spit and snot popping on her lips. ‘Cromwell. Did this to Lilah …’

‘No …’

‘Daddy kept him alive. He escaped. He’s come back for us. I didn’t know. I swear, I didn’t know until a few weeks ago. I was so scared – so scared. And I couldn’t tell you. And I should … sweet Jesus, Aector, he came for Fin … he took Fin!’

McAvoy’s eyes darken. The clamour in his skull falls silent. For a moment, there is just the sound of the rain and the sensation of his wife and his daughter, pressing themselves damply against the great mass of his chest.

He scoops them up. Carries them into the house. Kicks the door shut behind him. The flowerpot swings on its hook. Catches the wind. Clatters free and plunges down.