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Contents ( 50)
  1. CHAPTER 1
  2. CHAPTER 2
  3. CHAPTER 3
  4. CHAPTER 4
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 8
  9. CHAPTER 9
  10. CHAPTER 10
  11. CHAPTER 11
  12. CHAPTER 12
  13. CHAPTER 13
  14. CHAPTER 14
  15. CHAPTER 15
  16. CHAPTER 16
  17. CHAPTER 17
  18. CHAPTER 18
  19. CHAPTER 19
  20. CHAPTER 20
  21. CHAPTER 21
  22. CHAPTER 22
  23. CHAPTER 23
  24. CHAPTER 24
  25. CHAPTER 25
  26. CHAPTER 26
  27. CHAPTER 27
  28. CHAPTER 28
  29. CHAPTER 29
  30. CHAPTER 30
  31. CHAPTER 31
  32. CHAPTER 32
  33. CHAPTER 33
  34. CHAPTER 34
  35. CHAPTER 35
  36. CHAPTER 36
  37. CHAPTER 37
  38. CHAPTER 38
  39. CHAPTER 39
  40. CHAPTER 40
  41. CHAPTER 41
  42. CHAPTER 42
  43. CHAPTER 43
  44. CHAPTER 44
  45. CHAPTER 45
  46. CHAPTER 46
  47. CHAPTER 47
  48. CHAPTER 48
  49. CHAPTER 49
  50. CHAPTER 50

It wasn’t that Jessie was afraid of Chad, because she wasn’t. She wasn’t really afraid of much of anything. It was just that there were things in her past she wasn’t proud of, whether leaving the ranch and her father when she did and for the childish reasons she did, or some of the things she’d done when she lived in Denver. Jessie understood she was a much different person at forty-two than she had been at twenty-two. But still, nobody likes being reminded of her life’s failures, disappointments or bad decisions. For Jessie, Chad’s continued presence on the ranch had become exactly that—a bad reminder of all those things in her life that she probably could have, and should have, done differently.

Still, as much as Chad was a reminder of all those things she wanted to forget, the colt was a reminder of all the promise life could hold. It was clear, even at the colt’s young age, he had already lived a life full of struggles and bad decisions. The only difference was the colt carried the scars of his missteps on the outside of his body, while most people, including Jessie—and from all indications, Henry—carried them on the inside.

Yet, the colt stood in the round pen every day trying to find a way to move through his life in a way that helped him feel better. No matter how worrisome things were for him, Jessie was aware of how the colt would face them, literally, and try to figure them out. Every day since he’d arrived, the young horse’s courage in his situation began to grow, slowly at first, then with more confidence. Lately, she even noticed the colt had taken to following Henry around in the pen as he cleaned it, a feat that, for the colt, would have been unheard of when he first arrived just a couple weeks before.

The final weeks of the season passed quickly and before anyone knew it, closing day had arrived. The last guests had actually left the week before closing day, and with them went the majority of the staff. The only help Jessie kept for the final, non-guest week, which was primarily used for closing the guest cabins and cleaning the big kitchen and dining room, was a skeleton crew of housekeepers and kitchen staff. She also kept as many wranglers as could stay to help clean and oil saddles and tack, move the horses to summer pasture, and generally close things down in the big barn. As it turned out, all but three of the crewmembers were able to stay for the last week. Ted, Todd and Little Steve all had jobs they had to get to up north and had said their goodbyes the day after the guests left. That left Jake, Will, Dan, Big Steve, Henry, and of course, Chad to close the place down and get it ready for the off-season.

While the rest of the crew was cleaning tack, moving horses and closing things down, Chad kept Henry on clean-up duty, scooping manure and hauling it off. It was about mid afternoon on the last day when Henry pushed his fifteenth wheelbarrow full of manure toward the ramp to the spreader. He was almost to the ramp when from behind him he heard Jake call, “Hey Henry, wait up.” Henry looked around to see who it was, but kept on going.