Back Out of the Ashes
Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Part One
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Part Two
  18. Chapter One
  19. Chapter Two
  20. Chapter Three
  21. Chapter Four
  22. Chapter Five
  23. Chapter Six
  24. Chapter Seven
  25. Chapter Eight
  26. Chapter Nine
  27. Chapter Ten
  28. Chapter Eleven
  29. Chapter Twelve
  30. Part Three
  31. Chapter One
  32. Chapter Two
  33. Chapter Three
  34. Chapter Four
  35. Chapter Five
  36. Chapter Six
  37. Chapter Seven
  38. Chapter Eight
  39. Chapter Nine
  40. Chapter Ten
  41. Chapter Eleven
  42. Chapter Twelve
  43. Chapter Thirteen
  44. Chapter Fourteen
  45. Chapter Fifteen
  46. Chapter Sixteen
  47. Chapter Seventeen
  48. Chapter Eighteen
  49. Acknowledgements
  50. New Beginnings

Sigmund had bequeathed the library to Nathan – his godson – and David. But no mention of the books was made in David’s will. As if, thought Nathan now, David could not bring himself to make what would have been a conciliatory gesture to me. The books had come to Nathan only because David’s daughter did not want them, and his son could not accommodate them.

It was Sigmund Moritz who had nurtured Nathan’s love of literature, encouraged him to partake of that literary feast, given him Silas Marner, the first book Nathan had ever owned. And still imprinted upon Nathan’s mind was Sigmund’s explanation, that long ago day, for selling some precious first editions: You can’t eat books.

Decades later, amid the trappings of affluence of which the Sandbergs and Moritzes could not then have dreamed, Nathan’s journey backward in time caused his throat to ache as he saw again, like figures in a distant landscape, those who had peopled his childhood.

David helping him with his homework. His father snoozing in the rocking chair beside the kitchen hearth. His sister Esther, ironing a blouse. His middle brother Sammy, patiently carving with a penknife the ornaments he had made from bits of wood. And Sigmund and Rachel Moritz arriving with their family for Sabbath tea, their daughter Miriam, who had loved David but had married Sammy, as beautiful then as she was in old age.

As for Miriam and David dying together, in a car crash… What was it but another twist in the tangled history of a clan welded ever closer by time and events? Part of which was Nathan’s daughter marrying Sigmund’s grandson. And my granddaughter marrying David’s grandson.

Bridie, whom Nathan had not noticed had left the room, returned to place a bowl of sugar on the table and surveyed his expression.

‘Oy’d be surprised, Doctor surr, if the whole family wurrn’t doin’ a bit o’ rememberin’ today. It’ll do sum o’ the young ones gud to think on whut were sacrificed for their sake!’ she added before departing.

Including my father’s health, thought Nathan, But how could today’s young Jews comprehend what it was like to work in a sweatshop? To live in a back street, in the shadow of Strangeways jail, sit shivering in winter on a lavatory in the backyard. Bridie was right. With each succeeding generation, more and more was taken for granted, as the twentieth century gallops towards its end, sweeping aside religious beliefs and family values.

Now Nathan, like Bridie, was a dying breed, the familiar figures of his humble beginnings dead and gone, and he responsible for carrying out his brother’s posthumous instruction.