Back Out of the Ashes
Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Part One
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Part Two
  18. Chapter One
  19. Chapter Two
  20. Chapter Three
  21. Chapter Four
  22. Chapter Five
  23. Chapter Six
  24. Chapter Seven
  25. Chapter Eight
  26. Chapter Nine
  27. Chapter Ten
  28. Chapter Eleven
  29. Chapter Twelve
  30. Part Three
  31. Chapter One
  32. Chapter Two
  33. Chapter Three
  34. Chapter Four
  35. Chapter Five
  36. Chapter Six
  37. Chapter Seven
  38. Chapter Eight
  39. Chapter Nine
  40. Chapter Ten
  41. Chapter Eleven
  42. Chapter Twelve
  43. Chapter Thirteen
  44. Chapter Fourteen
  45. Chapter Fifteen
  46. Chapter Sixteen
  47. Chapter Seventeen
  48. Chapter Eighteen
  49. Acknowledgements
  50. New Beginnings

A conclusion that led Leona to wonder if deep inside themselves they truly enjoyed an artificial Indian summer in the autumn of their lives. If most wouldn’t prefer carpet slippers and TV if they had someone with whom to share their lives. As for the dearth of men – well, only one conclusion could be drawn.

Leona didn’t know if Mr Pitkin’s wife had lived to retire here with him. But his outliving her made him a rare specimen in this setting. What the women in Auntie Ray’s circle were enjoying, if they were, were the fruits of their dead husbands’ lifelong labours. And some had seemed to Leona the sort whose acquisitiveness had spurred on their men to a too-early grave.

In retrospect, that probably included Auntie Ray, whose husband was a lovely man. The kind who did card tricks for kids and gave them sweets when their parents weren’t looking.

Leona could remember too her aunt having three fur coats. And Uncle Murray arriving home from work dead beat, when Leona and her mother were staying with them. Also her being awed by their vast drawing room and the grand piano that nobody ever played.

Leona’s annual trips to London with her mum had been the highlights of the year. Not just because she was taken by Uncle Murray to see the sights. Those were the only times her mother had seemed relaxed and happy.

Not until she grew older had Leona realized that her mother had never stopped being homesick. Marriage had transplanted Rebecca when she was still a young girl from London to Manchester. Away from her own family and into the midst of a down-to-earth provincial clan, among whom she must have felt swamped, to put it mildly.

But if Dad had loved her, that wouldn’t have mattered, Leona thought now. Mum would eventually have found her niche. Why had Leona always had the feeling that her mother had once loved her father, but had stopped loving him when she realized he didn’t love her?

Could love be switched off? Well, not in Leona’s case, or she wouldn’t still be in love with the wrong twin.

She blotted out Henry Moritz’s too-charming smile and replaced it with Frank’s bespectacled countenance. Was she to be cursed with so wayward a heart to the end of her days?

She emerged from her thoughts and saw her aunt approaching, clickety-clack on the high heels she always wore. When I’m her age, I’ll settle for sensible shoes, Leona thought, noting the puffiness of Ray’s ankles.

Ray sat down on the sunbed Rebecca had vacated, lowering herself gingerly and careful not to crease her skirt.

‘You missed a lovely party, Leona. And so did your mother on your account, which I perfectly understand, dear. Rebecca wants to make the most of your stay. That nice Mr Pitkin was there and sent his regards to you both.’