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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Part One
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Part Two
  18. Chapter One
  19. Chapter Two
  20. Chapter Three
  21. Chapter Four
  22. Chapter Five
  23. Chapter Six
  24. Chapter Seven
  25. Chapter Eight
  26. Chapter Nine
  27. Chapter Ten
  28. Chapter Eleven
  29. Chapter Twelve
  30. Part Three
  31. Chapter One
  32. Chapter Two
  33. Chapter Three
  34. Chapter Four
  35. Chapter Five
  36. Chapter Six
  37. Chapter Seven
  38. Chapter Eight
  39. Chapter Nine
  40. Chapter Ten
  41. Chapter Eleven
  42. Chapter Twelve
  43. Chapter Thirteen
  44. Chapter Fourteen
  45. Chapter Fifteen
  46. Chapter Sixteen
  47. Chapter Seventeen
  48. Chapter Eighteen
  49. Acknowledgements
  50. New Beginnings

‘I seem to remember your saying to me repeatedly, “If she wants to diet, let her!” And with some force,’ Laura retorted.

‘By then it was too late. The reason I didn’t interfere at the start was that it could have caused trouble between you and me. Your habit of indulging Bessie’s every whim isn’t how I dealt with Janis and Jeremy.’

‘I see.’

Trouble there nonetheless was, nor had they left it at home, Marianne registered. Had she doubted it, Jake’s tight-lipped expression while he signed the book, and Laura’s hurt silence, would have told her so.

Gliding upward in the sleek lift that epitomized the hotel’s glossy decor, Marianne recalled the afternoon when first Shirley and then Jake had visited her.

Laura’s marriage had since appeared no more prone to ups and downs than any woman might expect. It was plain that she and Jake were still in love – but what did Marianne know of the separate and private feelings of either? Or, indeed, of what went on within their own four walls in their everyday life with their children?

Marianne would not have thought Laura capable of bending her life to accommodate her marriage as she had. A reliable daily housekeeper had replaced the long line of au pairs, and she was continuing to refuse work that would take her out of the country.

She’s now more of a family woman than I ever was or could have been, Marianne reflected. On the surface, that is. The inner Laura, that independent spirit, had to be still there. And there must be times when that person strains at the leash that’s the price of her marrying Jake – whom Shirley had thought was secretly bedding the current au pair.

Anything more out of character would be hard to conceive, and the mystery of Laura’s suddenly firing Ingrid was eventually solved for Marianne by Janis, in a conversation on the theme of justice.

Janis had cited Ingrid’s fate as an example of injustice. ‘My dad caught her bringing her boyfriend into the house when she thought we were all asleep. Letting him in, actually. But if Dad weren’t such a killjoy, she could’ve done it openly, like her friend was allowed to. Dad’s making Laura fire her wasn’t fair.’

Since Jake wasn’t what Janis called a ‘killjoy’ towards the world at large, his reason was clear. He would not have that example set to his daughter in his own home, thought Marianne, eyeing him as they stepped out of the lift. And it was fortunate for Janis that she herself apparently qualified for the description ‘an old-fashioned girl’.

The porter led them along a thickly carpeted corridor to the two lavish and interconnecting suites reserved for them by Karin’s parents.