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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Ruth
  5. One
  6. Lyudmila
  7. Ruth
  8. Iris
  9. Ruth
  10. Iris
  11. Ruth
  12. Iris
  13. Ruth
  14. Iris
  15. Ruth
  16. Iris
  17. Two
  18. Lyudmila
  19. Ruth
  20. Iris
  21. Ruth
  22. Iris
  23. Ruth
  24. Iris
  25. Lyudmila
  26. Ruth
  27. Iris
  28. Ruth
  29. Iris
  30. Ruth
  31. Lyudmila
  32. Iris
  33. Ruth
  34. Iris
  35. Three
  36. Lyudmila
  37. Ruth
  38. Lyudmila
  39. Ruth
  40. Sasha
  41. Lyudmila
  42. Iris
  43. Ruth
  44. Four
  45. Iris
  46. Author’s Note
  47. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  48. About the Author
  49. About the Book
  50. Q&A with Beatriz Williams
  51. Reading Group Guide
  52. Praise for Our Woman in Moscow
  53. Also by Beatriz Williams
  54. About the Publisher

“I can’t. The steamship—twelve o’clock—”

“Stay where you are! For God’s sake! Just trust me, won’t you? I’ll be there in twenty minutes!”

“Sasha—”

The line clicked and went dead. Iris held the receiver to her ear anyway. Maybe it would come back to life again—maybe some wise, impartial operator’s voice would explain everything, like in the movies.

She heard the quick thump of footsteps climbing the stairs. The door flung open. Ruth said, “Thank God, he’s here at last. Iris, could you . . .”

From the dead receiver came a buzzing noise. Iris set it carefully in the cradle. Ruth stood in the doorway, flexing her fingers against her crisp linen trousers. A couple of lines appeared across her forehead.

“I just want to know whether you saved the letters,” Iris said. “Did you save his letters or did you throw them away?”

“Look, it was for your own good. You’re a bunny, Iris, a baby bunny. You don’t know from anything. No idea how it is with men like that. He’s too complicated for you. He’ll take over your life, if he doesn’t break your heart first. He’ll run around on you, believe me, you can’t trust him, he’ll—”

“Just tell me whether you saved the goddamn letters.”

Ruth whistled the air out of her lungs and threw up her hands. She kicked the steamer trunk next to her—it happened to be hers—and crouched down to open it with the little key from her pocket. Iris watched her rummage around. It was like watching an actress in a film, or someone in a dream. Her heart smacked against her ribs. She couldn’t even feel her fingers, they were so cold.

Ruth rose at last. Her right hand clutched a packet of envelopes. “He’s a narcissist,” she said.

“Takes one to know one.”

“Not true. I’ve slept with one or two, that’s how I recognize it.”

“Give me the letters.”

“Iris, you’re such a sweetheart. You’re so sweet and gentle. He’s going to crush you. He’s going to gobble up all that sweetness to try and make himself whole, and it’s not going to work, and he’ll blame you for it and make you miserable. I couldn’t let him do it.”

“Give me the letters.”

Ruth held out her hand. “You’ll note they’re still sealed.”

“How honorable of you.”

“I was going to give them to you later. Once you were cured.”

Iris put the letters in her pocket. “I should have known. I should have figured it out. I should’ve had the nerve to call him up myself. I should’ve had the guts to march right up to him and ask him what was going on. But I didn’t. You know why?”