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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Ruth
  5. One
  6. Lyudmila
  7. Ruth
  8. Iris
  9. Ruth
  10. Iris
  11. Ruth
  12. Iris
  13. Ruth
  14. Iris
  15. Ruth
  16. Iris
  17. Two
  18. Lyudmila
  19. Ruth
  20. Iris
  21. Ruth
  22. Iris
  23. Ruth
  24. Iris
  25. Lyudmila
  26. Ruth
  27. Iris
  28. Ruth
  29. Iris
  30. Ruth
  31. Lyudmila
  32. Iris
  33. Ruth
  34. Iris
  35. Three
  36. Lyudmila
  37. Ruth
  38. Lyudmila
  39. Ruth
  40. Sasha
  41. Lyudmila
  42. Iris
  43. Ruth
  44. Four
  45. Iris
  46. Author’s Note
  47. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  48. About the Author
  49. About the Book
  50. Q&A with Beatriz Williams
  51. Reading Group Guide
  52. Praise for Our Woman in Moscow
  53. Also by Beatriz Williams
  54. About the Publisher

IRIS HAS SOME IDEA that Ruth is keeping up the children’s spirits. There are songs and word games, the same songs and word games that she and Ruth used to sing and play when they were little, so Iris keeps having these half dreams—hallucinations, almost—that she’s ten or eleven years old, she’s on the beach with Ruth, some hot and eternal summer’s day on the shore of Long Island Sound. She hears the word marina, over and over, and in her mind they’re rigging the sailboat for a long day on the water, and Iris feels the old, familiar unease that comes to her when she’s out sailing, and the old, familiar envy of Ruth, drenched in sunshine as she scampers around the boat while Iris clings to her seat and tries not to be seasick.

THE CELL DOOR CLANKS open. Ruth rushes inside. Iris, she says.

Ruth, Iris whispers back.

You have to get up. They’re moving us.

Where?

I don’t know. Maybe a hospital for you.

Iris almost laughs, this is so impossible. Ruth hasn’t lived inside the Soviet Union for four years—she still has hope.

But she summons herself and stands, with Ruth’s help. Ruth swaddles up Gregory and carries him with her right arm; with her left arm, she supports Iris.

“Don’t forget Gregory’s bag,” Iris says.

Ruth finds the valise and wrinkles her nose. “Why don’t you just throw out the soiled ones? I’m sure you can get fresh cloths where we’re going.”

“You never know,” Iris replies. “Where are the children?”

“They’re already in the truck.”

Truck?

It’s one of those military convoy vehicles, noisy and hard. One of the guards hoists her inside. The children clamor her name—Mama! She closes her eyes and savors the feel of their young legs and arms, of Claire’s soft cheek against hers. The truck smells of dirt and sweat and mildewed canvas and vomit but she doesn’t care. This is all that matters, her babies, for whose sake she has done what she has done, so that they can live in a better world. Of course, that’s what Sasha told himself, isn’t it? You start out wanting to make the world better, and you end up destroying everything that was good.

The truck lurches forward and everyone falls silent. Through the cracks in the truck’s canvas covering they glimpse the twilit world outside. It might be any hour from eleven until three in the morning—twilight never quite sinks into the absolute dark of night during these midsummer weeks—just this purpling sky, the faint stars, the hush, now broken by the roar and rumble of the truck and some other vehicle ahead of them.