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Chapters (38)
  1. Cover
  2. RITA BRADSHAW
  3. Dedication page
  4. Acknowledgements
  5. PART ONE
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. PART TWO
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. PART THREE
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. PART FOUR
  29. Chapter Twenty-One
  30. Chapter Twenty-Two
  31. Chapter Twenty-Three
  32. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Epilogue
  37. One Snowy Night
  38. By Rita Bradshaw

He moved his head from side to side but he didn’t snap at her as she had expected. Instead of demanding she be quiet, he said softly, ‘I didn’t expect you of all people to be championing your sister.’

‘Why? I did her a great wrong, not the other way round. And – and I ruined your life too.’

He was silent for a moment. Then he said, ‘I might have agreed with you about that once, but things change. People change.’ His voice sounded tired as he went on, ‘I had to see her again to realize that the girl I loved is no more and the woman she’s become wouldn’t suit me any more than I would suit her. At first, after I saw her in the street that day, I told myself she’d had to change because of the circumstances you and I had thrust upon her, but I don’t think that’s it now. She was always a go-getter. We used to laugh about it, her and I, and she’d call me a stick-in-the-mud. But I don’t think we would have continued to laugh about our differences, Olive. Not for long, anyway. I looked at her that day in her fine clothes and talking different and I told myself she was just trying to ape her betters, but the thing is she always was better. Better than round here, I mean. She would never have needed me like I needed her. She would have been my world but I wouldn’t have been nearly enough for her.’

His world. Oh, that she could have inspired such love in him; she would gladly give the rest of her life for one day and night of him feeling like that about her. Through her misery, Olive managed to say evenly, ‘Be that as it may, what I did was unforgivable.’

‘No, it wasn’t, because Ruby forgave you and so do I. All right? And I wasn’t whiter than white, now, was I? And that night gave us Alice, don’t forget that. Can you honestly say you would change it if you could and not have the bairn?’

She shook her head, her throat too full to speak.