Chapters (15)
Stand by me in this, my hour—
“The situation is intolerable”
Intolerable: that civilized word.
Aren’t we civilized, too? Shoes shined,
each starched cuff unyielding,
each dovegray pleated trouser leg
a righteous sword advancing
onto the field of battle
in the name of the Lord . . .
Hush, now. Assay
the terrain: all around us dark
and the perimeter in flames,
but the stars—
tiny, missionary stars—
on high, serene, studding
the inky brow of heaven.
So what if we were born up a creek
and knocked flat with the paddle,
if we ain’t got a pot to piss in
and nowhere to put it if we did?
Our situation is intolerable, but what’s worse
is to sit here and do nothing.
O yes. O mercy on our souls.
Freedom Ride
As if, after High Street
and the left turn onto Exchange,
the view would veer onto
someplace fresh: Curaçao,
or a mosque adrift on a milk-fed pond.
But there’s just more cloud cover,
and germy air
condensing on the tinted glass,
and the little houses with
their fearful patches of yard
rushing into the flames.
Pull the cord a stop too soon, and
you’ll find yourself walking
a gauntlet of stares.
Daydream, and you’ll wake up
in the stale dark of a cinema,
Dallas playing its mistake over and over
until even that sad reel won’t stay
stuck—there’s still
Bobby and Malcolm and Memphis,
at every corner the same
scorched brick, darkened windows.
Make no mistake: There’s fire
back where you came from, too.
Pick any stop: You can ride
into the afternoon singing with strangers,
or rush home to the scotch
you’ve been pouring all day—
but where you sit is where you’ll be
when the fire hits.
Climbing In
Teeth.
Metallic. Lie-gapped.
Not a friendly shine
like the dime
cutting my palm
as I clutch the silver pole
to step up, up
(sweat gilding the dear lady’s
cheek)—these are big teeth,
teeth of the wolf
under Grandmother’s cap.
Not quite a grin.
Pay him to keep smiling
as the bright lady tumbles
head over tail
down the clinking gullet.
Claudette Colvin Goes to Work
Another Negro woman has been arrested and thrown into jail because she refused to get up out of her seat on the bus and give it to a white person. This is the second time since the Claudette Colbert [sic] case. . . . This must be stopped.
— BOYCOTT FLIER, DECEMBER 5, 1955
Menial twilight sweeps the storefronts along Lexington
as the shadows arrive to take their places
among the scourge of the earth. Here and there
a fickle brilliance—lightbulbs coming on
in each narrow residence, the golden wattage
of bleak interiors announcing Anyone home?
or I’m beat, bring me a beer.