Chapters (156)
- PLAYLIST
- 1. blindsided
- BLINDSIDED
- 2. all I do is win
- ALL I DO IS WIN
- 3. the hell you are
- THE HELL YOU ARE
- 4. air traffic controller
- AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER
- 5. sure, let’s call it that
- SURE, LET’S CALL IT THAT
- 6. not tonight
- NOT TONIGHT
- BAILEY
- 7. no evidence, no crime
- NO EVIDENCE, NO CRIME
- 8. you thought about it
- YOU THOUGHT ABOUT IT
- 9. that took a turn
- THAT TOOK A TURN
- 10. as a friend
- AS A FRIEND
- 11. don’t make me choose
- DON’T MAKE ME CHOOSE
- 12. I remember
- I REMEMBER
- 13. better than you
- BETTER THAN YOU
- 14. as a friend
- AS A FRIEND
- CHASE
- BAILEY
- 15. desperate times
- DESPERATE TIMES
- 16. a tad dramatic
- A TAD DRAMATIC
- 17. near miss
- NEAR MISS
- 18. own it
- OWN IT
- BAILEY
- 19. anything you want
- ANYTHING YOU WANT
- 20. not in a rush
- NOT IN A RUSH
- 21. think so
- THINK SO
- 22. people you know
- PEOPLE YOU KNOW
- BAILEY
- 23. not broken
- NOT BROKEN
- BAILEY
- 24. candy store
- CANDY STORE
- 25. you win
- YOU WIN
- BAILEY
- 26. chick flicks
- CHICK FLICKS
- 27. part of the game
- PART OF THE GAME
- CHASE
- 28. double date
- DOUBLE DATE
- 29. face off
- FACE OFF
- BAILEY
- 30. not first
- NOT FIRST
- 31. all yours
- ALL YOURS
- 32. all mine
- ALL MINE
- 33. double-edged
- DOUBLE-EDGED
- BAILEY
- 34. personal shopper
- PERSONAL SHOPPER
- CHASE
- 35. an excuse
- AN EXCUSE
- 36. doing nothing
- DOING NOTHING
- CHASE
- 37. count on it
- COUNT ON IT
- BAILEY
- 38. missed this
- MISSED THIS
- BAILEY
- 39. family affair
- FAMILY AFFAIR
- 40. told you
- TOLD YOU
- 41. whipped
- WHIPPED
- CHASE
- 42. moving day
- MOVING DAY
- BAILEY
- 43. say it
- SAY IT
- 44. sure does
- SURE DOES
- CHASE
- 45. the dirtiest
- THE DIRTIEST
- BAILEY
- 46. the filthiest
- THE FILTHIEST
- CHASE
- 47. endgame
- ENDGAME
- BAILEY
- 48. find out
- FIND OUT
- CHASE
- 49. Extra Lucky
- EXTRA LUCKY
- 50. game day
- GAME DAY
- 51. bad blood
- BAD BLOOD
- CHASE
- 52. own me
- OWN ME
- CHASE
- 53. can’t have both
- CAN’T HAVE BOTH
- 54. 24 hours
- 24 HOURS
- BAILEY
- 55. 48 hours
- 48 HOURS
- BAILEY
- CHASE
- 56. the blast zone
- THE BLAST ZONE
- BAILEY
- 57. the reason
- THE REASON
- CHASE
- 58. as I am
- AS I AM
- 59. for you
- FOR YOU
- 60. easy love
- EASY LOVE
- CHASE
- 61. the moon
- THE MOON
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY AVERY KEELAN
As we drove, the streetlights cast flickers of shadows across Chase’s profile. Reluctantly, I gave him the whole story, including the part where Luke called me a slut. The more I spoke, the more his face clouded over with anger. Not just anger—rage. His grip on the steering wheel got tighter and tighter, the cords in his neck tensing to match.
“Then he drove away,” I finished.
“Fuck!” Chase smacked the steering wheel with his open palm. “I’m going to snap his neck like a twig.”
He drew in a breath and let out a low growl. “Maybe break his legs first,” he muttered, shaking his head. “Or his fingers. One at a time. Pull out some teeth with pliers too.”
After his verbal rampage, he fell silent for several moments. I stole a glance at him but didn’t know what to say. He was on a precariously short leash, especially given that he was operating a motor vehicle. It wasn’t that he was flying off the handle. Just the opposite. An eerie, overly quiet calm had settled over him. The kind that meant something lethal was brewing beneath the surface.
“I hope you know I’m not mad at you,” Chase said quietly. “Just at him and what he did.”
“I know.” But part of me felt strangely guilty that he was so upset.
“Has he texted you since I wrote him back from your phone?” His tone was unnaturally even. “I need the truth.”
“No.” Chase’s threats tended to put Luke off temporarily. It just never stuck.
“Are you sure?”
“Promise. I can show you if you want.”
“You need to block him, baby.”
“Good call.” I yawned. “I will now that I’ve moved.”
Chase added, “Better yet, change your number so he can’t contact you from someone else’s phone. And for the love of god, no more attending games alone. Please.”
“Deal. On both counts.”
Getting a new number would be a hassle, which was why I’d been resistant initially, but Chase was right—Luke wasn’t above using other people’s phones to contact me. I knew that from experience. A clean slate was worth the inconvenience.
The game thing might be trickier, but I would make it work somehow. I wasn’t eager to live through a repeat of what Luke did, either.
Chase turned onto the freeway entrance ramp. After shoulder-checking, he merged into the middle lane. I closed my eyes, snuggling against a black hoodie that I’d snagged from the back seat and folded into a makeshift pillow. It smelled like him. He probably wasn’t getting it back. Sorry, Carter.
A few more seconds of silence passed, then he sucked in a sharp inhale. “I’m sorry, I can’t get past this. Why the hell didn’t you call me? What if he’d hurt you?”
“A few reasons,” I said, eyes still closed.
“Like…”