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Chapters (39)
  1. Cover
  2. About Not a Hero
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Preview of Lethal Balance
  37. Excerpt for Lethal Balance
  38. Also by Cherise Sinclair
  39. About the Author

“Oh, yeah. Let me get my guitar.” As Bull went to fetch his acoustic guitar, Caz turned an expectant look on Gabe.

Brother pressure was peer pressure on steroids. Gabe grinned. Yeah, he’d missed them.

All last winter, his guitar had sounded…lonely…without the familiar accompaniment of the men who’d always been there.

With a token grunt of annoyance, he went to get his guitar.

Returned and settled into his chair, Gabe started tuning. “Been a long time since we played together.”

With no electricity to Mako’s old cabin, the entertainment choices growing up were what they could do themselves. The sergeant had started the boys off on boot camp cadences. But, being a history buff, Mako’d also known songs enjoyed by the earliest British sailors to ones sung by soldiers in World War II.

Hawk, who loved the old west, had demanded country-western music. Gabe liked folk rock. Caz had a fondness for harmony, and Bull liked it all, including jazz.

Music could lighten the longest, darkest night.

Mako’d insisted he taught the boys to sing in sheer self-defense. With four kids in a small cabin, if they weren’t singing, they were fighting. Sometimes they managed both—like singing Queen’s “We Will Rock You” while having a knockdown bloody brawl. Mako’d been laughing so hard that they’d gotten to fight far longer than normal. Right up until Gabe caught Bull with a roundhouse and knocked him into the river.

Gabe smiled. Good times.

After playing a quick intro riff on the harmonica, Caz sang the first verse of one of Mako’s favorites—the “Battle Hymn of the Republic,” and Bull was right there with him. Gabe strummed along and tried to clear the thickness from his throat. Eventually, he joined in, plugging the gap between Caz’s tenor and Bull’s bass with his baritone.

Hawk hated the sound of his own raspy voice and never joined the singing. Mako’d figured his vocal cords were damaged from screaming and hadn’t pushed. Even now, Hawk had nightmares from before he’d entered foster care. So, he’d learned the fiddle. When Hawk couldn’t sleep, his music would drift over the lake like a mournful fog.

After a couple of songs, Caz asked Bull, “Did you find any more help for your place?”

“Yep, I’m on schedule to open the restaurant section this weekend. I hired another bartender. Julie and Felix will cover the bar. Got a couple of younger college kids for the restaurant. Two cooks from my Anchorage restaurant want to work here to see if they like small town living.”

“That’s not enough people to staff the roadhouse,” Gabe said.

“I know. For right now, I’ll only be open Wednesdays through Saturdays. That gives some flexibility with my personnel until I can find more staff.”