When I’d looked into the strait, I’d done something that had surprised the others. Unless it turned out to be something bad, it would probably make me more desirable to Cordus than I had been before. And I got the idea that my late development had already made me a hot commodity.

So, what would happen to me? What would they try to make me do?

What we do is ugly.

How ugly?

I didn’t just need a bunch of questions answered, I realized. What I needed was good advice. Even if Graham hadn’t turned out to be a liar, I still wouldn’t have trusted him to advise me, not when I’d only known him a few days. Kara seemed nice, but maybe not stable and seasoned enough to give clear-eyed guidance. Callie couldn’t help me either. Because she read all this stuff through her own religious beliefs, she had no idea what she was actually participating in. Maybe that’s what she needed to do to survive, but it wasn’t going to work for me.

That left me with no idea what my goals should be.

For instance, what should I do about Justine? I felt responsible for her because my brother loved her and she was my nieces’ mother. But if she was bad news, then trying to save her might be the wrong choice. On the other hand, if she was an innocent person being hunted by this green man creature, then I had to try to help her. Then again, if what Kara said was accurate, I wouldn’t really have any choices to make about Justine, anyway. I’d be doing whatever Cordus told me to do.

I’d decided to confront my new reality, but really I was still just reacting to what came down the pike. I felt like a victim, and I didn’t know how to change that dynamic.

I was sitting there cultivating a headache when someone spoke my first name, and I just about fell off the bench. Looking over my shoulder, I found an African American woman standing behind me. She had long black hair gathered in a ponytail and was dressed in a flattering pair of dark jeans, a tan tank, and a jaunty little jacket that came down to just below her breasts. It was made out of some kind of exotic-looking brown fur. She was older than me and extraordinarily beautiful.

I stood up nervously. She was a few inches taller than me, but then again her boots had heels. I realized I was staring and flushed.

She looked me over with a neutral expression. “I’m Zion. Lord Cordus sent me up here to join your team. I’m a tracker.”

“Oh.” Then, because I couldn’t think of an indirect, non-embarrassing way to ask, I said, “What are you supposed to track?”