Back No Second Chances
Chapters (39)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Part ICanary
  4. 1New L.A. Woman
  5. 2Suicide
  6. 3Soul Man
  7. 4Making Moves
  8. 5Rock Steady
  9. 6Higher Ground
  10. 7No Crime Without a Body
  11. 8Birthday Present
  12. 9The Flooded World
  13. 10Three Horse Salvage
  14. 11The World Falling Away
  15. 12In a Bad Place
  16. Part IIStray Bullets
  17. 13Dead Kitty
  18. 14What Friends Do
  19. 15The Hungry Wolf
  20. 16Nueva Vida
  21. 17Luke’s House
  22. 18Happy Hour
  23. 19Tera
  24. 20El Camino Del Paraíso
  25. 21Pale Bone
  26. 22The Bat-Faced Man
  27. 23City Woman Dreamin’
  28. 24Rage
  29. Part IIIShowdown at the Rattlesnake Hotel
  30. 25Chase
  31. 26So Wrong
  32. 27The Cali Viking
  33. 28Mojave Green
  34. 29Valhalla
  35. 30Where the Lows Don’t Go
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. About the Author
  38. Also by Rio Youers
  39. About the Publisher

“Well, that sweet woman must believe you didn’t kill Lisa,” Floyd said, slurring just a little. “Otherwise she’d never have gotten into that car with you.”

“I thought the same thing.”

“All right, then. Sounds promising.”

“I don’t know,” Luke replied, and sighed. “I’ve lost a lot of friends recently, and I’m finding it hard to make new ones. Besides, she’s young. She doesn’t want to kick around with a middle-aged has-been like me.”

“Age doesn’t matter when it comes to friendship,” Floyd said. He finished his drink and set the glass down with a shaky hand. “We’re proof of that.”

“We are.” Luke nodded. “But this . . . shit, I don’t know . . .”

“No excuses.” Another cough rumbled from Floyd’s thin chest. He covered his mouth, waited a second, and continued. “Whether it’s Kitty or someone else, you need to make new friends. What’s more, you need to rediscover your sense of purpose.”

Purpose. The word ghosted through Luke’s mind, leaving a cold trail. Similar words followed: ambition . . . desire . . . motivation. These had all been in abundant supply when, at the age of twenty-two, Luke left Wisconsin for Hollywood. Tall, square jaw, great hair, he believed the roles would fall into his lap. This wasn’t the case. He auditioned for commercials, TV shows, music videos, voice-over work, TV movies, independent movies, and all-out blockbusters, working two jobs—washing cars and waiting tables—to keep a roof over his head. It took three years to score anything. His first acting gig was a commercial for Delta Air Lines. (He flashed a bleached-white grin while another actor, dressed as a flight attendant, handed him a fake magazine.) Commercials for Burger King and Head & Shoulders followed, then an under-five in the NBC family drama The Natural Way.

His sense of purpose never faltered. That breakthrough role, he assured himself, was only an audition away. It finally came in 2012, ten years after landing in Hollywood: costarring in the acclaimed HBO thriller A Bullet Affair. Doors opened more readily after this. People knew his name. He was invited to parties and premieres. His agent went from calling him once every three months to twice a day.

More TV work, on notable shows: Reno and Down; Retribution Gulch; Chain Lightning. Then it was on to the big screen: Out of Midnight; Red Town; Ventura Knights; Never Always Comes. These pictures were not blockbusters—not even close—but Luke’s star power was bolstered, for better or worse, by his tumultuous marriage to soul singer Lisa Hayes.

Everything changed after Lisa. Doors weren’t simply closed. They were slammed shut. His agent and his management team parted company with him, and he was scratched from two projects at the pre-production stage—both with the kind of A-list talent attached that would have propelled him to the next level.