The swamp was frozen solid, the snow blown in piles, and so I slid over the ice, looking for the source of the noise. Moonlight through bare tree limbs lit the swamp, and caught among the tree stumps and solid snow was a person sprawled out on the ground. He was trying to sit up but kept falling back, like he’d just done one thousand crunches and was too sore to do just one more.
It was Fellis.
“Fellis?” I said, standing over him.
He tried to sit up, but something pulled him back down. “Fuck you,” Fellis said. “Help me.” He groaned, shivered.
He didn’t say how to help him, so I had to squat down to get a better look. I flicked my lighter and his purple lip quivered.
“Hurry,” he said.
“Fellis, I can’t help you if I don’t know what’s a matter with you.”
“My hair,” he said.
I looked at it with the lighter’s flame. “Holy,” I said, and I laughed. Instead of the tight braid that shined, Fellis’s hair had come undone, and it was frozen into the snow.
“Get me out, Dee,” he said. “Dee, get me out.”
At first I tried to pull the hair out from the snow, tried to chip the snow away. But his hair wouldn’t come loose, so I yanked, and Fellis screamed.
“Lift your head up,” I said. I opened my pocketknife, and at the click of the blade Fellis spoke.
“Wait, wait,” he said. “Don’t cut it.”
“What do you want me to do? Tell the ice to let go?”
Fellis spit. “Go to my house and get boiling water.”
I closed the pocketknife. “Fellis, by the time I got back here the water would be chilled.”
He was quiet. As if something walked around or among us, the ice cracked and echoed somewhere in the swamp. The moon shone bright, and I looked. There was nobody but us.
“I have to cut it,” I said. “You ain’t getting out if I don’t.”
Fellis asked if I had a cigarette, and when I told him no, he cursed. “Fucking bullshit, fucking goddamn winter, what the fuck.”
I laughed.
“It ain’t funny, Dee.”
“Look,” I said. “You want me to cut my braid too?”
Fellis took a deep breath, and he coughed and gagged. “No,” he said. “Just cut it. I gotta get home. I’m sick.”
I opened the pocketknife again, grabbed his hair in a fistful, and cut. When I got through the last bit of hair, Fellis rolled over and away from where he’d been stuck. He rubbed his head like he just woke up.
I helped him stand, and we slipped all over the ice on our way out of the swamp. Through dry heaves, Fellis said he’d missed the bus this morning to the methadone clinic—“No shit,” I said, because I didn’t see him on the bus or at the clinic—and he thought some booze would be good before he got sick from not having any methadone. He’d had a bit of booze left that afternoon when he decided to go see Rab to get some pot, and on the way he’d stopped off in the swamp to feel the quiet that came with too much drinking, and when he plopped down in the snow he’d dozed right off. When he woke up, his hair was frozen in the snow.