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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise
  4. Booklist
  5. Dedication
  6. About the Authors
  7. Map
  8. CHAPTER 1
  9. CHAPTER 2
  10. CHAPTER 3
  11. CHAPTER 4
  12. CHAPTER 5
  13. CHAPTER 6
  14. CHAPTER 7
  15. CHAPTER 8
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. CHAPTER 11
  19. CHAPTER 12
  20. CHAPTER 13
  21. CHAPTER 14
  22. CHAPTER 15
  23. CHAPTER 16
  24. CHAPTER 17
  25. CHAPTER 18
  26. CHAPTER 19
  27. CHAPTER 20
  28. CHAPTER 21
  29. CHAPTER 22
  30. CHAPTER 23
  31. CHAPTER 24
  32. CHAPTER 25
  33. CHAPTER 26
  34. CHAPTER 27
  35. CHAPTER 28
  36. CHAPTER 29
  37. CHAPTER 30
  38. CHAPTER 31
  39. CHAPTER 32
  40. CHAPTER 33
  41. CHAPTER 34
  42. CHAPTER 35
  43. CHAPTER 36
  44. CHAPTER 37
  45. CHAPTER 38
  46. CHAPTER 39
  47. CHAPTER 40
  48. CHAPTER 41
  49. CHAPTER 42
  50. EPILOGUE
  51. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  52. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“But their minds, Andi. They won’t be them, even if we could get them out of there!”

“At least they’ll be alive,” she said.

“But is that truly living?”

He swallowed, looking like he, too, was going to cry. Dex did not cry. He shook his head slightly, hair falling into his eyes. “The galaxy’s being threatened, and you’re one of the only people who can help stop it. And I just know there’s a way, Andi—there has to be a way to get around this. To free the girls and save Mirabel, without putting you in unnecessary danger.”

“There’s no time to find that way,” Andi insisted. “You know it’s true. They’re going to die, Dex, just like Lira. She won’t hesitate to kill them to get to me. And it will be my fault.”

Dex shook his head. “How could any of this be your fault?”

“Nor killed her because of me,” Andi sobbed. “I have to go. For Breck and Gilly. I have to, Dex. I can’t lose them all.”

“I know,” he said. “But, Andi, I’m afraid you’re going to die no matter which path you choose. And I’m afraid you’re completely okay with that.”

She didn’t know what to say. So she backed away from him, settling against the cold cavern wall.

As she stared forward, a new silence seemed to fall over the crowd. And the wall of ice, still barely aglow, began to transform.

It was a slight change at first, like the time before the rising of the sun. The blue, once a gentle glow that spanned the entire surface of the wall, took on a deeper hue. As if something was coming closer.

Then a tendril of thick, fiery red light appeared on the other side of the ice, soaring from one side of the wall to the other, then darting away, fading as it went. Andi’s breath caught in her throat as she watched, utterly transfixed by the sight. Another appeared, this time as yellow as the fields on Uulveca, bright as a burning sun.

“They’re not lights,” Dex marveled, pointing at the wall of ice as Andi watched, wide-eyed, the moving display. “They’re massive needlefish. That ice wall is holding back an underground lake that’s been here for centuries.”

The fish danced, appearing like ribbons of light, flashing in colors so brilliant that it reminded Andi of the fish inside the Adhiran mountain of Rhymore, where she’d once fought and trained with her girls. It was in Rhymore where Andi had discovered how great a source of strength the girls were for her. But she was a source of strength for them, too. Each one of them, including her, creating a sort of glue that held everything together.

A family.