Chapters (35)
- Maps
- Preface
- New Amsterdam
- New York
- The Boston Girl
- The Philadelphia Girl
- Montayne’s Tavern
- London
- Abigail
- The Loyalist
- The Patriot
- Vanessa
- War
- Fire
- Love
- The Capital
- Niagara
- Past Five Points
- Crystal Palace
- Lincoln
- The Draft
- Moonlight Sonata
- Snow
- Old England
- Ellis Island
- Empire State
- Brooklyn
- Verrazano Narrows
- After Dark
- Giving Birth
- Millennium
- The Board Game
- The Towers
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
“I wasn’t expecting to hear you talk like this.”
“Then you wouldn’t have learned anything, would you?”
“No,” said Sarah, “I guess not.”
On Friday Sarah went home as usual. It was good to be back with her family, and to hear about the daily lives of her brothers. The Shabbat meal passed quietly. During the morning service, she listened to the rabbi and tried not to think about anything else. In the afternoon, though, her brother Michael won three games of checkers against her so easily that he couldn’t believe it. After that, she sat quietly with her thoughts.
What did she feel about Charlie? She really hadn’t expected him to propose to her like that. She hadn’t been prepared at all. Did she love him?
She realized one thing. Whenever he wasn’t there, she missed him. If she saw a picture she liked, or heard a piece of music, or even a joke, she wanted to share it with him. The other day an objectionable client had come into the gallery, and she automatically found herself thinking: I wish Charlie were here, he would hate this man so much.
She liked to dress him the way she thought he ought to look. She’d bought him a blue scarf that he looked very nice in. But he had this terrible old hat, and he absolutely refused to stop wearing it. She didn’t really mind—it just became a challenge to figure out how long it would take to get him to give it up. In fact, she liked the challenge. If he’d given it up without a fight, she’d have been disappointed.
So how would she feel if Charlie were her husband? Pretty good, actually. As for having a little boy that was like Charlie, or a little girl he could dote on—why, that seemed the most wonderful thing in the world.
But what about religion? Would the Master family insist that she or the children be Christians? That she couldn’t agree to. However, Charlie hadn’t raised the question, so he couldn’t care about it that much, she supposed. She’d expected that old Mrs. Master would be the one really to object, but unless Rose was bluffing, Sarah’s Jewishness no longer bothered her that much. If Christians used the term, Sarah thought, the Episcopalian Masters appeared to be secular rather than observant.
As for herself, though she loved her tradition, Sarah reckoned that she could probably live in Manhattan without too much difficulty as a secular Jew, and even bring her children up that way—so long as they could experience their heritage whenever they visited her parents. If Charlie would make that compromise, then she could cope. She knew it could be done. She had friends in the city with mixed marriages who seemed to be happy enough.
But that still left the big problem. Her parents. Her father especially. Everyone knew the views of Daniel Adler.