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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue - Life After Death
  5. Chapter 1 - Charmed Life
  6. Chapter 2 - CSI, Tucson
  7. Chapter 3 - Spinning Her Wheels
  8. Chapter 4 - Paper Trail
  9. Chapter 5 - Extreme Times Call for Extreme Measures
  10. Chapter 6 - A Criminal History
  11. Chapter 7 - The Ultimate Prank
  12. Chapter 8 - Truth or Consequences
  13. Chapter 9 - Daddy’s Little Girl
  14. Chapter 10 - Fish Out of Water
  15. Chapter 11 - Nothing Like a Threat at 2 A.M.
  16. Chapter 12 - A Secret of a Different Kind
  17. Chapter 13 - Double the Trouble
  18. Chapter 14 - An Opening... and a Closing
  19. Chapter 15 - An A for Effort
  20. Chapter 16 - X Marks the Spot
  21. Chapter 17 - Tremors and Treachery and Threats, Oh My!
  22. Chapter 18 - The Writing on the Wall
  23. Chapter 19 - Creepy Vampires to the Left, Stalkers to the Right
  24. Chapter 20 - Service with a Snicker
  25. Chapter 21 - Tweet, Untweet
  26. Chapter 22 - The Awful Truth
  27. Chapter 23 - The Viking’s Revenge
  28. Chapter 24 - Almost, But Not Quite
  29. Chapter 25 - One Down, One to Go
  30. Chapter 26 - A Shove in the Dark
  31. Chapter 27 - Walled In
  32. Chapter 28 - The Darkest Place in the World
  33. Chapter 29 - The Aftermath
  34. Chapter 30 - Clever Little Bitches
  35. Chapter 31 - The Moment We’ve Been Waiting For
  36. Chapter 32 - A Moment in Time
  37. Epilogue - A Moment in Time
  38. Acknowledgments
  39. About the Author
  40. Books by Sara Shepard
  41. Credits
  42. Copyright
  43. About the Publisher

“There’s another story about Gabby somehow locking herself inside her gym locker in ninth grade.” Ethan paused to take another canapé from the tray. “I didn’t even know someone could fit inside one of those. And when we were in junior high? Someone caught Lili and Gabby talking in British voices on the playground, calling each other ‘Miss Lili Tallywacker’ and ‘Gabby Pony Baloney.’ They had no idea the terms were slang for penis; they just thought they sounded funny. They didn’t live that down for a long time.”

Emma almost coughed up a mouthful of champagne. “Oh my God.”

“But despite all that, something tells me you shouldn’t write them off so easily,” Ethan said. “You should be careful around them, figure out what they know.”

Emma nodded. “Madeline and the others want to prank them. But I think it’s a terrible idea.”

“I’d stay away from that plan. If they are the killers, the last thing you want to do is piss them off more.”

The AC clicked on, and the air suddenly felt chilly. The band played something more appropriate for a 1920s speakeasy, and a couple of the drunker attendees started to dance. Ethan waved his hands around his face to dispel a cloud of cigar smoke.

They were quiet as they moved to the next set of photographs. It was a collage of Polaroids, each depicting different body parts: eyes, noses, feet, ears. “I love Polaroids,” Ethan said.

“Me, too,” Emma answered, relieved at the change in subject. “My mom gave me a Polaroid camera when I was little, before she took off.”

“Do you miss her?” Ethan asked.

Emma fingered the stem of her champagne glass. “It’s been so long,” she said vaguely. “I hardly remember what there is to miss.”

“What do you think happened to her?”

“Oh, I don’t know.” Emma sighed and moved past a clump of patrons talking loudly about how they’d all been friends with Andy Warhol back in the glory days of the art scene. “A long time ago, I used to think she was still nearby, watching me. Following me from home to home, staying close to make sure I was okay. But I know now how stupid that was.”

“It’s not stupid.”

Emma stared intently at the price list on the wall as though she were thinking of making a purchase. “No, it is. Becky left me. She made a choice; I can’t change that.”

“Hey.” Ethan turned Emma to face him. For a moment, he just stared at her, which sent a thousand butterflies flapping through Emma’s stomach. Then, he reached out and tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear. “She made the wrong choice. You know that, right?”

A swell of emotions washed over Emma. “Thank you,” she said quietly, staring into his round blue eyes.