Back Never Go Home
Chapters (30)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. CHAPTER ONE
  4. CHAPTER TWO
  5. CHAPTER THREE
  6. CHAPTER FOUR
  7. CHAPTER FIVE
  8. CHAPTER SIX
  9. CHAPTER SEVEN
  10. CHAPTER EIGHT
  11. CHAPTER NINE
  12. CHAPTER TEN
  13. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  14. CHAPTER TWELVE
  15. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  20. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  21. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  28. Acknowledgments
  29. Also Available by Christopher Swann
  30. AUTHOR BIOGRAPHY

I wake to sunlight streaming through the windows, the throw blanket snarled around my feet. I sit up and free my feet from the blanket. My neck is a little stiff and bruised, but nothing some yoga and coffee can’t cure. Maybe I’ll go for a run today. The morning is bright with possibility. My dream of pulling the dead flowers out of a garden has left me feeling oddly comforted. Dad used to garden—it was one of the few things we did together. Ethan always had his nose in a book, and Mom was usually busy grading papers or running errands, so I’d help Dad weed or spread mulch, as much as a seven-year-old could help.

Wilson, curled in his bed, opens a single eye to gaze at me, then sighs. “Who’s a sleepyhead?” I say, grinning. Wilson’s ears twitch, but then his eye drifts to a close.

There’s a Post-it note from Ethan stuck on the TV, saying he’s gone to work and to please take care of Wilson. It’s signed: BE CAREFUL—ETHAN. I’m both touched by my brother’s concern and annoyed that I didn’t wake up when he came out of his room. Usually a single footstep brings me wide awake. I must have really needed the sleep.

Somebody knocks on the front door, four hard raps. Wilson, startled, barks and shoots out of his bed, making a beeline for the door. I glance around—no one else is in the den or the kitchen. Is Tane still asleep in my brother’s room?

Whoever is outside knocks again, and Wilson gives off a fresh volley of barks. “Just a minute,” I call out, then grab my revolver from the coffee table. Holding the revolver behind my leg, I crack open the front door just enough so I can block the doorway and keep Wilson from running outside.

Two people crowd the tiny front porch. One is a Black woman in a gray pantsuit and purple blouse, her hair a halo of highlighted brown curls. The other is White, a bald fireplug of a guy in a blue suit and red tie. The woman’s face is calm, professional, a neutral mask. The man is all scowls and eyebrows—resentment wafts off him like a bad cologne. I know exactly what they are before they say a word.

“Ms. Faulkner?” the woman says.

“That’s me,” I say.

She holds up an ID. “I’m Special Agent Rondeau with the FBI. This is Agent Scott. We’d like to ask you a few questions.”

I make a show of examining Special Agent Rondeau’s ID, giving me time to scope the situation—what my old Krav Maga instructor, Jakob, a retired Israeli soldier, called a threat assessment. I learn a few things: