My gut sank. I thought I wanted this. Now I wasn’t so sure, but I wouldn’t back down.

Chapter Two

Saint

There was enough evidence to say I wasn’t gay, but fuck me sideways, I enjoyed Kylo sucking me off in my office the other day. I didn’t think he’d do it, but it just proved that when two stubborn people wouldn’t back down, things happened.

Now that scene pushed into my mind at the weirdest moments. When I was taking a piss, cooking, eating, when I was fucking a random, and when I was lying in bed waiting for sleep to take me.

I hadn’t seen him since that day and he’d be in shortly for his first job. I wasn’t sure I wanted to see him. This shit felt strange and I wasn’t used to feeling uncomfortable, yet horny at the same time.

And seriously, why the hell did I get head without protection? I’d never done that, and I kept trying to tell myself it was for the experience of receiving my first blow job off a guy, but I wasn’t so sure. My head was a mess.

A knock sounded on my door. It was my door, even though I co-owned with Country, State, and Wreck, but they had an office on the top floor. We each took a turn at managing this local club and oversaw the other clubs via calls, emails, and videos with the others we’d opened.

“Enter,” I called.

It opened and in stepped Lucas, my brother. My eyes widened. “What are you doin’ here?” He’d never dropped into Polished before, why now?

“A little birdy told me that Kylo has his first job tonight.”

I snorted. “A little birdy? Do you mean that guy you call your boyfriend?”

“Maybe.” He smiled. It was good to see him happy. Never thought it would be with a brother, but Wreck proved he cared for Lucas as much as Lucas adored him. It was strange, but who was I to stop something that was obviously good for each of them? Even when I was pissed after finding out they’d been seeing each other behind my back, and that, at first, I didn’t trust Wreck playing with my brother’s heart. It took only moments to see Wreck was real about it all, which was after I’d hit him in the face.

Now they just made me sick with all the loving they had going on for each other.

“Why come here for Kylo?”

“The… idiot hasn’t been taking my calls or returning my texts ever since I found out he had an interview here. And this is after he told me at the first compound party I went to that he wasn’t really going to apply. I thought I’d catch him here since he’s also been dodging me everywhere else.”

“Bro, I don’t think here is the right place. What happens if you mess with his head and he can’t do what he’s gotta do?” Not that Kylo had an appointment for sex that night. I hadn’t booked him in for one, but he did have a date with a rich woman who just wanted company while out to dinner. Could I have made an appointment for him with a woman or man for sex? Yeah, we were picking up in that direction, but the others we’d hired would be doing that tonight. They’d had previous experience in selling themselves in the bedroom… well, except for West, Lucas’s friend from college, but he was another who would be just going out on a date for company.