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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. COPYRIGHT
  4. Dedication
  5. Prologue: Filip
  6. Chapter One: Holden
  7. Chapter Two: Alex
  8. Chapter Three: Naomi
  9. Chapter Four: Amos
  10. Chapter Five: Holden
  11. Chapter Six: Alex
  12. Chapter Seven: Amos
  13. Chapter Eight: Holden
  14. Chapter Nine: Naomi
  15. Chapter Ten: Amos
  16. Chapter Eleven: Alex
  17. Chapter Twelve: Amos
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Holden
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Naomi
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Alex
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Holden
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Alex
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Holden
  24. Chapter Nineteen: Naomi
  25. Chapter Twenty: Alex
  26. Chapter Twenty-one: Naomi
  27. Chapter Twenty-two: Amos
  28. Chapter Twenty-three: Holden
  29. Chapter Twenty-four: Amos
  30. Chapter Twenty-five: Naomi
  31. Chapter Twenty-six: Amos
  32. Chapter Twenty-seven: Alex
  33. Chapter Twenty-eight: Holden
  34. Chapter Twenty-nine: Naomi
  35. Chapter Thirty: Amos
  36. Chapter Thirty-one: Alex
  37. Chapter Thirty-two: Naomi
  38. Chapter Thirty-three: Holden
  39. Chapter Thirty-five: Naomi
  40. Chapter Thirty-six: Holden
  41. Chapter Thirty-seven: Alex
  42. Chapter Thirty-eight: Amos
  43. Chapter Thirty-nine: Naomi
  44. Chapter Forty: Amos
  45. Chapter Forty-one: Naomi
  46. Chapter Forty-two: Holden
  47. Chapter Forty-three: Alex
  48. Chapter Forty-four: Naomi
  49. Chapter Forty-five: Amos
  50. Chapter Forty-six: Alex
  51. Chapter Forty-seven: Naomi
  52. Chapter Forty-eight: Holden
  53. Chapter Forty-nine: Amos
  54. Chapter Fifty: Alex
  55. Chapter Fifty-one: Naomi
  56. Epilogue: Sauveterre
  57. Acknowledgments

“I don’t know either,” he said. “Back at Mars, you’d have been released to civilian life. But where we’re going, there is no civilian life. No human life at all. Do I turn you out to fend for yourself in the local food chain? Do I spend the time and resources it would take to send you back, and then back where? The forces that have taken control on Mars would see you as a traitor just the same as they would me. They’d throw you in the brig for life unless you cooperated with them. And if you were going to cooperate with them, then it wouldn’t make sense for me to send you back in the first place. Would it?”

“No, sir.” He could see understanding beginning to dawn in her eyes. Only beginning to, though. Humanity was so flawed. Not just her, but everyone. Half the population was below average intelligence. Half below average dedication. Average adherence to duty. The cruel law of statistics. It was astounding that as a race they’d managed as much as they had.

“Now that we are taking initiative,” he said, “it is more important than ever that we maintain strict discipline. We’re like the first long-haul missions back before anyone had an Epstein drive. Months, maybe years, as a community of warriors and explorers. There’s not room for outsiders when there is no outside. I know you’re upset that —”

“No, sir, I’m not —”

“I know you’re upset that I’m coming down on you for something as minor as a bracelet. It seems trivial, and it is. But if I wait until it’s not trivial, we come to matters of life and death very, very quickly. I don’t have the latitude to take a cavalier position.”

“I understand, sir.”

“I’m glad to hear you say that.”

He held out his hand, palm up. Babbage wiped away a tear with the back of her hand, and then dug in her pocket for a moment. When she put the bracelet in his hand, she paused, holding it for just a second longer. Whatever it meant to her, giving it over was a sacrifice. He closed his hand on the thin silver chain with its tiny sparrow-shaped pendant. He tried to make his smile gentle as he spoke.

“Dismissed.”

When she had closed the door behind her, he turned back to his system. A new message had come in from Cortázar. His flesh crawled a little. Duarte’s pet scientist had been sending more and more messages since the Belters had pulled the trigger. The man’s enthusiasm unnerved Sauveterre. The man’s personality was firmly in the uncanny valley, and his pleasure in the project they were undertaking at the new Laconia Station had a feeling of anticipation that was almost sexual.