Chapters (44)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- About the Author
“I know because I hear she’s dead.” Sigh. “Poor little baby.” Another sigh. “Sometimes I think of them as my babies.”
“Them being—”
“Young people looking for happiness,” said Olga Koznikov.
“You’re the guide.”
“I do my best, Lieutenant Sturgis.”
Milo hadn’t introduced himself.
“Tell us about Tara.”
“You want reminiscence. Too much remembering can be upsetting.”
William hadn’t passed that along. Amid the clutter of the barn were mikes and cameras and who knew what else. And she wanted us to know.
Milo said, “We’re not Vice.”
“If you were,” said Koznikov, “we wouldn’t be talking at all.” She drank soda, reclined. “Now please unbutton your shirt, Lieutenant Sturgis. Your handsome colleague, as well. Also, turn out all your pockets, if you don’t mind.”
“If we do mind?”
“I’m an old woman. Memory fades.”
“First time I’ve been asked this, Olga.”
“I know, I’m sorry. But if you don’t mind.”
“Do we get background music?”
“I could hit the desk with my hands if you like.”
When we’d buttoned back up, Koznikov said, “Thank you. I hope it wasn’t too embarrassing.” Winking. “You both have nice chests.”
Milo said, “Thanks for not taking it further.”
“There is a limit, Lieutenant Sturgis. I’ve always believed in limits.”
“Tell us about Tara.”
“What I will tell is a story. Like a fairy tale. It could be a fairy tale. Understood?”
“Once upon a time.”
“Once upon a theoretical situation. Okay?”
“Okay.”
“Then I begin,” she said. “What if once upon a time a beautiful young girl comes to California and makes mistakes? What if she meets bad men who wait near bus stations and train stations and airports? It could be sad, no?”
“Tara got turned out by a street pimp.”
“What if this beautiful girl has several what I will call bad experiences? What if she is lucky to survive without serious physical injury?” Koznikov popped open another soda can and drank. “What if she is more lucky and meets good people who take care of her? That would be happy, no?”
“Someone like a mother figure.”
“Mothers are good.” She rested a soft, liver-spotted hand on her left bosom. “Everyone needs a mother.” Smiling. “Maybe a grandmother.”
Milo said, “Once she found proper guidance, what was her turf?”
“What if it was wherever the client desired? With limits, of course.”
“Outcall.”
“It’s a big city.”
“What kind of limits?”
“It’s a very big city. Gasoline is expensive.”
“She stuck to the Westside,” said Milo.
“The Westside is nice.”
“What other limits did she have?”
“What if,” said Koznikov, “she got tested every month, always used condoms, and the people she met were screened to make sure they were nice and would not force her to use body parts she didn’t want to use.”
Dr. Jernigan’s description of anal scarring flashed in my head. So did pictures I tried to shut off.