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Chapters (40)
  1. Cover
  2. Chapter One
  3. Chapter Two
  4. Chapter Three
  5. Chapter Four
  6. Chapter Five
  7. Chapter Six
  8. Chapter Seven
  9. Chapter Eight
  10. Chapter Nine
  11. Chapter Ten
  12. Chapter Eleven
  13. Chapter Twelve
  14. Chapter Thirteen
  15. Chapter Fourteen
  16. Chapter Fifteen
  17. Chapter Sixteen
  18. Chapter Seventeen
  19. Chapter Eighteen
  20. Epilogue
  21. Acknowledgments
  22. An Excerpt from Wilde in Love
  23. Chapter One
  24. Storming the Castle
  25. Chapter One
  26. Chapter Two
  27. Chapter Three
  28. Chapter Four
  29. Chapter Five
  30. Chapter Six
  31. Chapter Seven
  32. Chapter Eight
  33. Chapter Nine
  34. Chapter Ten
  35. Chapter Eleven
  36. Chapter Twelve
  37. Epilogue
  38. About the Author
  39. By Eloisa James
  40. About the Publisher

Ophelia felt as if the white-topped trees of Hyde Park had drawn closer as the horse stepped forward, the sound of its shoes lost in the soft blanket that covered the path. Snow was still falling thickly into the tall trees around them, creating a chilly boudoir, a private refuge in the middle of England’s largest city.

They had kissed twice: in the carriage and the snow. Those were the duke’s—Hugo’s—kisses. Now she curled her gloved hand around his right hand, the one that held the reins.

He pulled up, giving the horse a soft command. It came to a halt, and then even the soft clip-clop of its hooves was gone and the only sound was the gentle swish of branches bracing themselves against white blankets.

“I feel as if time has stopped,” His Grace said, the words a deep rumble from his chest.

“I’m not marrying you,” Ophelia said, peaceful with the decision. “I’m going to kiss you because, as you said, this is a time stolen from our ordinary lives. And you kissed me twice.”

“Which means you owe me two kisses?” he prompted hopefully.

“I haven’t kissed anyone since Peter died. I didn’t even think about that.” How could she have let the moment go without noticing, without marking it, without a silent apology to Peter?

The duke nodded, his eyes dark. “After Marie died, I thought I’d never kiss another woman.”

“But you did.”

A rueful look crossed his eyes. “In the second year, I got drunk one night, and found myself in the arms of a cheerful barmaid.”

Ophelia couldn’t help her spurt of laughter. “The barmaid and the duke!”

“Oh, she had no idea who I was. I dropped into a public house with friends. She was friendly and warm, and she coaxed a frozen man back into life.”

“I’m not frozen,” Ophelia said.

“We men are stupid,” he said, his shoulders shifting, uncomfortable with the subject. “I couldn’t bear the pain of it when Marie died. I . . .” He sighed. “I was very young and passionate. I vaguely wanted to be Romeo to her Juliet—though she hadn’t taken her own life but succumbed to a chill—but I had children. And a ferocious will to live. What I did instead was turn myself to stone.”

“Stone?”

Ophelia leaned against his shoulder so she could see his eyes.

“Walking about, not really alive.”

“Ah.”

He shook his head. “You weren’t nearly as mad, were you?”

She took a deep breath and decided to tell the truth. “It sounds as if you loved Marie in a different . . . as if you had a . . . Peter and I were enormously fond of each other.”

His eyelashes closed for a moment, and the sound that came from his chest sounded like—like relief? Surely not.