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Chapters (32)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Last Day
  5. Actual Pants
  6. Totally in Control
  7. Extra Real
  8. Sealed Up Tight
  9. The Actual World
  10. All Settled
  11. A Certain Amount of Power
  12. Complicated
  13. A Softer Sort of Hum
  14. Looking Up
  15. A Quick Dip
  16. The Vine Realm
  17. Flaming Brains
  18. The Whole Story
  19. Far From Finished
  20. In the Junk Drawer
  21. The Whole (Other) Story
  22. The Sad Game
  23. Like Any Day
  24. A Change in the Weather
  25. Real Magic
  26. Conversation O’Clock
  27. Like Any Other Day
  28. Acknowledgments
  29. Back Ad
  30. About the Author
  31. Books by Laurel Snyder
  32. About the Publisher

It didn’t seem fair at all. But Jasper was waiting, and that mattered more than twenty dollars, or it felt like it did anyway. So I said, “Okay, I guess,” and the driver—still with his eyes on the road, plucked the bill neatly from my fingers.

The bus jerked to life as I made my way to the back of the bus, and when it picked up speed I found myself sort of stumbling and flying toward Jasper. I nearly landed in her lap.

“Hey!” I said, when I slid into the seat beside her. “Fancy meeting you here!”

“Crazy!” she said. “Where are you going?”

“Actually,” I said, “I was just walking into the village . . . but I’ve been wanting to see you. And I’m having kind of a strange day already. So when I spotted you there at the bus stop, I guess I just . . . hopped on too. Is that weird?”

She stared at me for a second. Then she burst out laughing. “Yes!” she said. “Yes, Leah, it is absolutely totally bizarre that you jumped on a bus behind me without thinking about it. But it makes me happy, so who cares if it’s weird? I’ve been wanting to see you too.”

She meant it, I could tell. I sighed and sank back into the seat.

“Well, if you’ve been wanting to see me, why didn’t you come visit?” I asked. “You can stop by anytime.”

Jasper shrugged and looked away from me, out the window beside her. “Oh, you know,” she said.

“I don’t, actually,” I said. Now that Jasper was staring out the window, I found myself gazing straight ahead of me, into the back of an old lady’s hat. The hat was purple. “I thought we had fun the other day,” I said, to the hat.

“We did!” said Jasper. “Of course we did, silly.”

“I even left you a note when I went out. I was hoping you’d come by and find it.”

Jasper sighed.

“Sorry!” I said. “I’m sorry. I sound pathetic right now. I don’t mean to. Don’t be mad. It’s fine.”

“Mad?” she said. “I’m not mad, Leah. I just felt like . . .”

“Like what?”

“Like I was the pathetic one. Eating all your food and washing my clothes and watching your TV in your fancy house. You were so nice, and I was the needy one, not you.”

“That’s not true,” I said. “Not at all!”

Jasper shook her head. “And then, after you were so generous, there I went, opening that door, and asking you all those questions. About . . . your brother. Like the clumsiest person in the world. I didn’t come back because I was embarrassed I’d been so rude. And because I didn’t want you to think I was some kind of leech. I didn’t want you to think I was using you.”