Chapters (32)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- The Last Day
- Actual Pants
- Totally in Control
- Extra Real
- Sealed Up Tight
- The Actual World
- All Settled
- A Certain Amount of Power
- Complicated
- A Softer Sort of Hum
- Looking Up
- A Quick Dip
- The Vine Realm
- Flaming Brains
- The Whole Story
- Far From Finished
- In the Junk Drawer
- The Whole (Other) Story
- The Sad Game
- Like Any Day
- A Change in the Weather
- Real Magic
- Conversation O’Clock
- Like Any Other Day
- Acknowledgments
- Back Ad
- About the Author
- Books by Laurel Snyder
- About the Publisher
It didn’t seem fair at all. But Jasper was waiting, and that mattered more than twenty dollars, or it felt like it did anyway. So I said, “Okay, I guess,” and the driver—still with his eyes on the road, plucked the bill neatly from my fingers.
The bus jerked to life as I made my way to the back of the bus, and when it picked up speed I found myself sort of stumbling and flying toward Jasper. I nearly landed in her lap.
“Hey!” I said, when I slid into the seat beside her. “Fancy meeting you here!”
“Crazy!” she said. “Where are you going?”
“Actually,” I said, “I was just walking into the village . . . but I’ve been wanting to see you. And I’m having kind of a strange day already. So when I spotted you there at the bus stop, I guess I just . . . hopped on too. Is that weird?”
She stared at me for a second. Then she burst out laughing. “Yes!” she said. “Yes, Leah, it is absolutely totally bizarre that you jumped on a bus behind me without thinking about it. But it makes me happy, so who cares if it’s weird? I’ve been wanting to see you too.”
She meant it, I could tell. I sighed and sank back into the seat.
“Well, if you’ve been wanting to see me, why didn’t you come visit?” I asked. “You can stop by anytime.”
Jasper shrugged and looked away from me, out the window beside her. “Oh, you know,” she said.
“I don’t, actually,” I said. Now that Jasper was staring out the window, I found myself gazing straight ahead of me, into the back of an old lady’s hat. The hat was purple. “I thought we had fun the other day,” I said, to the hat.
“We did!” said Jasper. “Of course we did, silly.”
“I even left you a note when I went out. I was hoping you’d come by and find it.”
Jasper sighed.
“Sorry!” I said. “I’m sorry. I sound pathetic right now. I don’t mean to. Don’t be mad. It’s fine.”
“Mad?” she said. “I’m not mad, Leah. I just felt like . . .”
“Like what?”
“Like I was the pathetic one. Eating all your food and washing my clothes and watching your TV in your fancy house. You were so nice, and I was the needy one, not you.”
“That’s not true,” I said. “Not at all!”
Jasper shook her head. “And then, after you were so generous, there I went, opening that door, and asking you all those questions. About . . . your brother. Like the clumsiest person in the world. I didn’t come back because I was embarrassed I’d been so rude. And because I didn’t want you to think I was some kind of leech. I didn’t want you to think I was using you.”