Back My Jasper June
Chapters (32)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Last Day
  5. Actual Pants
  6. Totally in Control
  7. Extra Real
  8. Sealed Up Tight
  9. The Actual World
  10. All Settled
  11. A Certain Amount of Power
  12. Complicated
  13. A Softer Sort of Hum
  14. Looking Up
  15. A Quick Dip
  16. The Vine Realm
  17. Flaming Brains
  18. The Whole Story
  19. Far From Finished
  20. In the Junk Drawer
  21. The Whole (Other) Story
  22. The Sad Game
  23. Like Any Day
  24. A Change in the Weather
  25. Real Magic
  26. Conversation O’Clock
  27. Like Any Other Day
  28. Acknowledgments
  29. Back Ad
  30. About the Author
  31. Books by Laurel Snyder
  32. About the Publisher

“What?” Jasper looked up through her tears.

“They can’t understand if you don’t tell them,” I said.

Mom was nodding, and Dad was nodding too.

“Leah,” said Jasper. “You swore. You promised. . . .”

I nodded. “I know. But they’re right. I figured that out tonight. I was so scared, Jasper. That man I saw, and the storm. I was so scared.”

“I was fine,” said Jasper.

“No,” I said, “you really weren’t, even if you thought that. This isn’t a game. It isn’t a playhouse, or a story. It’s real. And even if you hate me forever now, I know it’s true. We can’t handle this on our own. And something bad will happen eventually, even if you manage to run back to the Vine Realm, or somewhere else like it. And I’ll have to live with just standing by, letting it happen. You have to tell them, or I will.”

Jasper shook her head.

So I took a deep breath, and it felt like something was tearing inside me, but I couldn’t look away from the truth. I couldn’t just sit there on the raft and survive alone while she sank beneath whatever it was that might drown her.

“Jasper’s mom is gone,” I said. “She’s not around. She’s . . . bad news.”

“Oh, sweetheart,” said Mom, looking at Jasper. “What kind of—”

“It doesn’t matter right now,” I said, and Mom broke off midsentence.

My parents were still listening, but I couldn’t look at them, because there was fury in Jasper’s eyes. I could see it. Her jaw was set and she looked like she was ready to stand up, kick open the door, and run off and never look back. But I kept going.

“So she’s supposed to be living with her sister, in East Lake. But her sister’s husband—he’s . . . bad news too.”

“What kind of bad news?” asked Dad.

Jasper was shaking her head, staring at me. “You promised,” she said. “You’re supposed to be my best friend.”

“I am your best friend,” I said. “Or I’m trying to be.” I turned back to my parents. “He’s bad, like . . . physical. Violent. And when Jasper told her sister to leave him, her sister said no. She’s afraid she’ll lose her kids. It’s complicated. So she gave Jasper some money, and Jasper left. She checks in sometimes.”

Mom and Dad were having a silent conversation with their eyes. I couldn’t figure out what they were saying, but it looked serious.

At last, Mom said, “Okay. Well. I think maybe this is more than we can handle tonight. How about we all need to get a good night’s sleep and discuss this in the morning?”