Back My Jasper June
Chapters (32)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Last Day
  5. Actual Pants
  6. Totally in Control
  7. Extra Real
  8. Sealed Up Tight
  9. The Actual World
  10. All Settled
  11. A Certain Amount of Power
  12. Complicated
  13. A Softer Sort of Hum
  14. Looking Up
  15. A Quick Dip
  16. The Vine Realm
  17. Flaming Brains
  18. The Whole Story
  19. Far From Finished
  20. In the Junk Drawer
  21. The Whole (Other) Story
  22. The Sad Game
  23. Like Any Day
  24. A Change in the Weather
  25. Real Magic
  26. Conversation O’Clock
  27. Like Any Other Day
  28. Acknowledgments
  29. Back Ad
  30. About the Author
  31. Books by Laurel Snyder
  32. About the Publisher

Then Dad took a sniff, and I knew exactly what it was. Wine. He’d always done that, stuck his nose in his wineglass and inhaled before taking a sip. Mom teased him about it. She thought it was pretentious. But I hadn’t heard the sound in a long time. I couldn’t remember the last time my parents had just sat with a bottle of wine, together, and no TV.

“I don’t know, Paul,” said Mom. “He looked utterly convinced. I told him to see a vet. And then stop bagging groceries and start his own web channel, for bizarre animal deformities.”

Dad laughed. “You’re so gullible, Rach.”

“Yeah, well, life’s more fun that way.”

Then there was a long pause in the conversation. So I knocked lightly on the door. One, two, three knocks, before I stepped into the room, and did that thing where I rubbed my eyes, so it looked like I was just waking up from having fallen asleep. I didn’t want them to know I’d been listening. They were sitting together at the kitchen table, but not across from each other. Beside each other. Close. Her head was on his shoulder.

“Hey,” I said. “You’re up . . .”

“Hey!” they called out in unison, smiling. It didn’t feel totally natural, the moment. It didn’t feel totally right. But they both looked glad to see me.

So I smiled too. And when I opened my mouth, what came out was “Mom, I just wanted to . . . thank you.”

Mom put her glass down. “For what?”

“For being so nice to Jasper today,” I said.

“Oh, honey, of course!”

“I haven’t had a new friend in a long time. I don’t know if you know this, but Tess and I aren’t . . . the same. As before. Did you know she went to camp, my camp?”

My mom’s eyes looked tender as she nodded. “I did know, honey. I probably should have talked to you about it. It was a strange decision, I thought. I told Bev so. We spoke about it after you ran into her a few weeks ago. She was concerned for you. But I wasn’t sure what to say to you, so I didn’t say anything.”

“It’s okay,” I said. “I’m okay. But mostly I’m okay because of Jasper. And I guess I was nervous about her meeting you, but she had a lot of fun with you today. It made me feel really . . .”

Mom nodded.

Dad didn’t move.

For some reason, it took me a moment to finish the sentence. “Happy.”

Mom blinked a bunch of times, like she had something in her eye. “Well, it made me happy too, Leah. I really liked Jasper. She seems genuinely lovely.”

“She is!” I said. “I’ve never had a friend like her. She’s special.”