Back My Jasper June
Chapters (32)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Last Day
  5. Actual Pants
  6. Totally in Control
  7. Extra Real
  8. Sealed Up Tight
  9. The Actual World
  10. All Settled
  11. A Certain Amount of Power
  12. Complicated
  13. A Softer Sort of Hum
  14. Looking Up
  15. A Quick Dip
  16. The Vine Realm
  17. Flaming Brains
  18. The Whole Story
  19. Far From Finished
  20. In the Junk Drawer
  21. The Whole (Other) Story
  22. The Sad Game
  23. Like Any Day
  24. A Change in the Weather
  25. Real Magic
  26. Conversation O’Clock
  27. Like Any Other Day
  28. Acknowledgments
  29. Back Ad
  30. About the Author
  31. Books by Laurel Snyder
  32. About the Publisher

I thought about how Jasper had laughed with Mom at the kitchen table, how Mom had taken to her. Maybe, I thought, maybe Mom could help. Maybe Jasper just doesn’t know how to tell her story to a grown-up, or she hasn’t met the right grown-up. Jasper doesn’t know what safe feels like. But then I remembered how she had reacted to the idea of telling anyone, how scared she was, how she was right, that there was probably no way to tell anyone what was going on without everything else tumbling down. Also, I had made a promise. Now that Jasper and I were okay again, the last thing I wanted to do was shatter everything. So I pushed away those thoughts.

“So,” I asked when Jasper got back. “I have an idea for something we can do, but it’s probably dumb.”

“Eh, I’m okay with dumb,” said Jasper. “What is it?”

“Just that the Vine Realm is so cool, and my walls are so bare . . . I thought it might be neat to paint a mural on my wall too.”

“Oh, that’s not dumb!” said Jasper. “That’s fun. Any idea what you want to paint?”

“Actually, that’s the part I thought might be cheesy.”

“Bring on the cheese,” said Jasper.

“I thought it would be cool if, since we painted that door on your wall, maybe I could have a door too. Almost like . . .”

“Like the doors connect!” said Jasper right away. “Like a Portkey?”

“Yes!” I said. “Exactly. Because wouldn’t it be amazing if that was true, if we could actually walk back and forth from the Vine Realm to here? To grab a sandwich or a Popsicle.”

“Or a shower?” Jasper laughed.

“Yes! Like you sort of lived here, and the Vine Realm was just another bedroom, with a very long hallway leading to it. Wouldn’t that be amazing?”

“So let’s do it!” said Jasper.

I ran to get the paint, and for the next hour or two, we worked. Just as she had at her place, Jasper sketched the door and added the knob. Then we painted in silence, happily, until Mom knocked on the door.

“Oh! Girls,” she said, looking startled. “I didn’t know you’d decided to paint in here.”

“It’s my room!” I started to argue.

But I didn’t need to—Mom was smiling. “Hey, hey, no worries, it’s pretty and so creative. You know what? I bet your dad will love it. He used to do murals once upon a time. He might even want to help!”

I looked back at the mostly finished wall. “Oh, you think?” I said.

“I’d only suggest that you open a window in here, because of the fumes,” Mom continued. She crossed the room and lifted the window for us.