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Chapters (32)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Last Day
  5. Actual Pants
  6. Totally in Control
  7. Extra Real
  8. Sealed Up Tight
  9. The Actual World
  10. All Settled
  11. A Certain Amount of Power
  12. Complicated
  13. A Softer Sort of Hum
  14. Looking Up
  15. A Quick Dip
  16. The Vine Realm
  17. Flaming Brains
  18. The Whole Story
  19. Far From Finished
  20. In the Junk Drawer
  21. The Whole (Other) Story
  22. The Sad Game
  23. Like Any Day
  24. A Change in the Weather
  25. Real Magic
  26. Conversation O’Clock
  27. Like Any Other Day
  28. Acknowledgments
  29. Back Ad
  30. About the Author
  31. Books by Laurel Snyder
  32. About the Publisher

It’s funny to think now about how everything might have turned out, or not turned out, if I hadn’t cut through Red’s Farm. It would have been a different June, that’s for sure. It would have been a different summer, and a different everything. But I did walk into Red’s Farm, and I did stop at the creek, and when I stopped, I saw her for the first time.

Jasper.

She was sprawled out on a big, flat rock in the middle of the creek. The same rock where we used to play pirates when we were little, in our red bandannas and eye patches. She was still and her eyes were closed and her hair was like a cloud of red fuzz all around her face—so frizzy and curly that when she was lying back like that, her profile kind of disappeared into her pouf of hair. That was the first thing I remember thinking, that her hair was totally huge. But in a wonderful way. Like she was some beautiful clown.

She looked like she was sleeping, but I couldn’t tell, so I stood there; and after a few minutes—probably too long for me to be watching a stranger sleeping on a rock—she swatted at something near her face, likely a mosquito, and sat up.

“Oh hey, stranger!” she said when she saw me.

Just that.

Hey, stranger.

Is it weird if I say that I knew then, at that very moment? I knew that something was happening, something important, and different . . . like in a fairy tale? That nothing would be the same ever again? It is weird. It seems impossible. But that was how it felt. Like something from one of my books. Or that’s how I remember it feeling, anyway. Like the temperature suddenly shifted, and I couldn’t say whether it was a few degrees cooler or warmer, only that my skin could sense the change.

I think I waved. I think I called back, “Hey!” I think I was probably a little too loud. It’s hard to remember exactly. But then I walked over. Right up to her rock. Which had always been our rock, for years and years, as long as I could remember.

“I thought I was all alone,” she said, laughing. “I must look crazy, lying here on a rock in the middle of the creek, like I’m a mermaid or something. It was just so nice out. And feel this . . .” She patted the stone beside her. “It’s warm from the sun.”

I smiled back and shook my head. “Not crazy at all! I know. Me and my . . . I do that here too. All the time.”

That wasn’t actually true. But it had been true. Once . . .

After that I wasn’t sure what to say. Finally I came up with“Are you . . . new? In Ormewood Park?”

She nodded. “Yeah, pretty new.”