By the time we come into the last room, the one with Cam’s workbench, I’m ready. I cling to the shadows by the shelves and keep up the pretense, calling for Beatrix as I move deeper down the line. I’m just waiting for the right moment.

I find it at the wine shelves, where I shriek and jump back, jiggling Baxter from my hip. The relief is instant—my throbbing back loosens, and my deadened fingers go tingly. Baxter’s feet hit the floor and instantly bounce back up. He leaps onto my leg and latches on, climbing me like a playground slide. I shake him off and stomp on the floor with a shoe.

Baxter skitters backward. “What? What is it?”

I stomp again, moving closer to the shelving. “A cockroach just crawled over my foot. A big one.”

The cockroach ruse is lame, I know, and it’s a good thing it’s dark down here because my cheeks have got to be an ugly purple. I am stomping empty air, everything about me visibly rattled, but at least it fits the ridiculous scene. And at least my lie does exactly what I needed it to: it got Bax off my arm and gave me room to move, while also sticking the man’s gaze to the floor.

I eye the distance between me and Cam’s workbench. Six, maybe seven feet.

“It went under there.” I gesture to the row of hard-shell suitcases, lined up under a bottom shelf by color and size.

The man makes a disgusted sound. “Leave it.”

I whip the suitcases one by one away from the wall, wheeling them into a messy spin behind me. They crash into the room like bumper cars, backing up Baxter and the man even farther. Bugs have never been Baxter’s favorite, but bees and cockroaches are the stuff of nightmares. He shoves his thumb into his mouth and starts sucking.

The man leans a shoulder against a wall stud. “What the hell are you doing?”

“I’m looking for the cockroach.”

“Why?”

“Why else? So I can kill it.”

It’s bullshit, of course. But moving down the line of suitcases has me edging closer and closer to Cam’s workbench, taking stock of the tools hanging from a pressed-wood pegboard, assessing which would make the most deadly weapon. A box cutter, a lug wrench, a drill bit, a big, fat, sharp nail. Anything I can wound him with, maybe sink into an eye socket.

“You’re not supposed to stomp on those things, you know.” He’s put even more space between us now, a good ten feet at least. “Their eggs squirt all over the soles of your shoes and then you drag them all through the house. A couple of days from now, you’ll have a hundred baby cockroaches.”