Back Murder Most Actual
Chapters (34)
  1. Chapter One
  2. Chapter Two
  3. Chapter Three
  4. Chapter Four
  5. Chapter Five
  6. Chapter Six
  7. Chapter Seven
  8. Chapter Eight
  9. Chapter Nine
  10. Chapter Ten
  11. Chapter Eleven
  12. Chapter Twelve
  13. Chapter Thirteen
  14. Chapter Fourteen
  15. Chapter Fifteen
  16. Chapter Sixteen
  17. Chapter Seventeen
  18. Chapter Eighteen
  19. Chapter Nineteen
  20. Chapter Twenty
  21. Chapter Twenty-One
  22. Chapter Twenty-Two
  23. Chapter Twenty-Three
  24. Chapter Twenty-Four
  25. Chapter Twenty-Five
  26. Chapter Twenty-Six
  27. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  28. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  29. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  30. Chapter Thirty
  31. Chapter Thirty-One
  32. Chapter Thirty-Two
  33. Epilogue
  34. More By Alexis Hall

“Or that lovely romantic walk down Widemouth Bay in the pissing rain.”

Hanna moved closer, facing Liza in the darkness. “You know it was kind of romantic. We shared an umbrella, got mildly fetishising comments from surfers …”

“Oh, that was the worst. Like, we were already wet to the skin, what did they want us to do?”

“Kiss, I think,” said Hanna

Memories were drifting back to Liza in fragments. “And we did that too, didn’t we?”

Reaching out, Hanna traced her fingertips up Liza’s arm. “Well, I wasn’t going to not kiss my then-girlfriend-now-wife just to spite some surfer bros.”

“Good call.” They were closer now, and not thinking about the hotel or the murders or that the risk of joining the victims was getting easier. Although easier wasn’t quite the same as easy. “And then we found that little cafe and decided to stay there until the rain eased up.”

“And it just got worse and worse, and we were trying not to spend too much, so we just shared one cup of hot chocolate for hours and the owner got really hacked off with us.”

Liza moved herself closer still so that they lay body-to-body. And it felt … good? She thought so, anyway. Natural. Like it used to be. Like it had always been that way. She leaned towards Hanna and kissed her, and for just a moment it was as if they were back on that beach in Cornwall, with surfers watching them while they held each other in the rain.

They had been together so long that the rhythms of intimacy were second nature. It was just that, in the last year or so, they’d lost the habit of following them. But there in the dark, in a dead man’s room, they flowed into each other like waves on the sea. Like snow in flurries. Like blood into earth.

This was wrong. Or if not wrong, at least a little creepy. Liza pulled back, the taste of her wife’s lips still on hers. “We shouldn’t,” she said. “I know he didn’t die in here, but this is still …”

“Yeah.” There was a hunger in Hanna’s expression that Liza hadn’t seen in a long, long time. “Yeah, it’d be … disrespectful.”

“Very.”

“And being disrespectful”—Hanna slid her hand up from Liza’s hip to the small of her back to the nape of her neck—”is bad.”

“Extremely bad.”

They kissed again, more hesitantly. For all that they could make a game of it, there was still death in the air, and whether that was an aphrodisiac or a mood killer was very much a matter of perspective. “Okay.” Liza pulled back again. “We should really stop.”

“I know. It’s just—we could be in actual danger here, and—”

“And you wanted to do the Hollywood cliché thing and doink just as we’re about to do something that might get us killed?”