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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Midnightin theSnow
  3. Dedication page
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Epilogue
  38. Acknowledgements
  39. ChristmasUNDER THESTARS
  40. TheCHRISTMASSECRET
  41. TheCHRISTMASLIGHTS
  42. TheChristmasParty
  43. Together byChristmas
  44. There’s a Karen Swan book for every season . . .
  45. Midnight in the Snow
  46. Also by Karen Swan

‘You’re wrong.’ She stared back at him but he was the one waiting now. And she could tell he wasn’t going to speak, not another word – on this or anything else – till she’d given him the reason why he should trust her. Suddenly, this film – and her entire future – was resting on telling him about her past.

She felt her heart contract, hold and collapse into a gallop. Even just the memories of it were enough to put her body in flight mode. ‘. . . You make assumptions about me,’ she began, her voice quivering with resentment. ‘You think you know what I am. I look a certain way. I sound a certain way. And maybe I am everything you assume – but I’m also not. Yes, I grew up privileged: lived in an eight-bedroom house, went to a top school, had ponies . . . I was spoilt and lucky and sheltered. All those things – until I was fourteen and my father was accused of fraudulent trading. He was jailed for seven years and we lost our home . . .’

She saw a frown buckle his brow.

‘. . . My mum and brother and I ended up living in a one-bedroom council flat on the nineteenth floor of a tower block. It was all we could get. Mum gave me and Tom the bedroom so we could sleep and still be able to study in our new school; she slept on the sofa; the walls were so thin you could punch a hand through them; there were crack dealers in the playground . . .’ She stared back at him, refusing to show how terrifying it had been: the constant fear, the permanent cold, the light and noise around the clock . . . ‘Don’t think I expect or need your pity, because I don’t,’ she said quickly, her voice stony. ‘We adapted to the change in circumstances quite well, all things considered.’ Her mouth became smaller as her tension increased. ‘. . . What got me was that my father never had a fair hearing. The press had tried him long before the jury – they took pictures of our old house, the tennis court, the pool, the cars . . . Only when his former colleague was arrested, doing exactly the same thing, five years later, did anyone accept what my father had been telling them all along. That he’d been set up.’

He was watching her closely, like a cat tracking a mouse. ‘Did he get out?’