Back Midnight in the Snow
Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Midnightin theSnow
  3. Dedication page
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Epilogue
  38. Acknowledgements
  39. ChristmasUNDER THESTARS
  40. TheCHRISTMASSECRET
  41. TheCHRISTMASLIGHTS
  42. TheChristmasParty
  43. Together byChristmas
  44. There’s a Karen Swan book for every season . . .
  45. Midnight in the Snow
  46. Also by Karen Swan

‘. . . Do you feel surfing was a way for you to channel away any negative feelings, such as grief or anger?’

‘Yes.’

‘Was it somewhere you could be in control?’

He smirked. ‘Anyone who thinks he’s in control of the ocean is a bloody fool.’

‘. . . Do you think you’d have become a nine-time world champion if you’d had a happier childhood?’

‘How could I ever know? I am who I am because of the experiences I went through. I don’t know any different to this. If my parents hadn’t divorced, I’d probably have grown up in New Zealand and I might never have even got on a surfboard.’

‘What do you think you’d be now, then, if that had been your path?’

‘Nine-time world champion snowboarder.’ She saw the arrogance shine in his eyes.

‘So, you would always have been a winner? No matter whether your parents divorced, no matter where you lived?’

‘Winning is fifty per cent preparation, fifty per cent mindset. You have to want it more than the other guy.’

‘Victory at any cost, you answered just now. Do other people matter to you, Kit? Or are they just obstacles to beat?’

His eyes narrowed. ‘. . . It’s not personal out there. It’s every guy for himself. They’re doing the same.’

‘Are they? The snowboarding community is known for its camaraderie. There are plenty who think it shouldn’t be an Olympic sport; that even just competitions erode the spirit of it.’

‘. . . I meant the surfing world.’

‘Do you still think of yourself as a surfer?’

His jaw slid forward slightly. ‘Of course. I lived and breathed it for twenty years. How could I not?’

‘Do you think you’ll ever love snowboarding in the way that you did surfing?’

‘I prefer the weather in surfing.’

He was being pithy but she smiled. ‘Ari said pretty much the same . . .’ She knew it would put him off his stride, just a little, to be reminded that other people had talked. He couldn’t know exactly what they’d said, what she knew about him. ‘Why have you come into snowboarding – really?’

‘There was nothing left to win in surfing.’

‘So you didn’t feel driven out, then?’

‘. . . No.’

‘Have you felt welcomed by the snowboarding community?’

‘. . . I’m not here to make friends. I’ve come to win.’

‘To prove yourself?’

‘To myself. I’m not interested in what other people think of me.’

‘So you want to be Kit Foley – nine-time world champion surfer and world champion snowboarder – for you.’

‘Yes.’

She could feel the questions beginning to gather a rhythm; as his answers became shorter, she knew she was nearing the nerve centre. She was skirting the main issue and he knew it. ‘. . . Why does it matter to you so much to be a winner? Is love of the sport not enough?’

‘I like having targets. It focuses the mind.’