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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Midnightin theSnow
  3. Dedication page
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Epilogue
  38. Acknowledgements
  39. ChristmasUNDER THESTARS
  40. TheCHRISTMASSECRET
  41. TheCHRISTMASLIGHTS
  42. TheChristmasParty
  43. Together byChristmas
  44. There’s a Karen Swan book for every season . . .
  45. Midnight in the Snow
  46. Also by Karen Swan

‘Well, what was there to say?’ she said defensively. ‘He was as stunned as I was. I didn’t want to talk to him. It had happened before we knew . . .’ She dropped her face in her hands. ‘God, how could I lose myself like that?’

‘Hate sex,’ Matty said coolly. ‘It’s pretty much the best there is. Any girl can lose her shit over a guy she despises. There’s nothing like it.’

Clover and Johnny’s heads whipped up in surprise.

‘What?’ Matty shrugged. ‘I had three months of the best sex of my life making and breaking up with my ex.’

Johnny stood up and walked over to Clover, giving her a hug. She was near tears. ‘Look, cut yourself some slack. You said it yourself, it was a release, right? You’ve both been through a lot, what with the fight and everything. I dunno – it could have been some twisted moment of shared connection; a bit of PTSD? Strong emotions can slide into something else sometimes. Like you said, you could just as easily have been punching each other instead.’

‘But I’ve betrayed Cory . . . and Mia! What do I tell her? How can I say that I ruined everything in a moment of madness?’

‘Nothing’s ruined.’ He rolled his eyes. ‘Well, so long as Liam doesn’t get to hear about it.’

Clover stared at him. He still didn’t know that there was no Liam. She felt another stab of longing for her flat; bought with her inheritance, it had given her a home when she’d lost her family. If this film didn’t get made and find a distributor, there was no way she could pay back the remortgage. She would lose her home, their office . . . But how could she possibly make the film now?

Clover stiffened suddenly. ‘. . . Oh god.’

‘What?’ Johnny asked.

A terrible thought was running through her mind. ‘What if . . . that was the plan?’

‘What plan?’

‘To get me to walk away. Make it impossible for me to continue.’

He frowned. ‘You mean . . . he seduced you on purpose?’

There was a long silence as they all thought it through.

‘He couldn’t have planned it, though,’ Matty argued. ‘He didn’t know you were going to find him in the pool like that and think he’d drowned!’

‘No,’ Johnny agreed. ‘But it might have crossed his mind that sleeping with her – somehow, at some point – was an option; a tactic to throw her off her game and get the upper hand? It makes her position fairly untenable.’