Chapters (51)
On our right the fields were pale under the moonlight where the winter grass was light coloured. A ploughed field, ready for wheat, breathed out a smell of dark earth, wet loam. As we walked past, very quiet on the pale-coloured road a deer raised its head and looked at us, and then melted away across the field into the trees.
I could hear a very faint whispering in my ears, like the high light singing noise which had drawn Sea and me to Wideacre all those long months ago. Then I heard the rippling of the river, as clear as a carol.
‘High,’ Will said. ‘Stepping stones will be covered.’
We paused at the ford.
‘There used to be a bridge here,’ Will said. ‘Years ago. It came down twice and no one troubled to rebuild it the second time. We should maybe do that.’
‘Yes,’ I said. In the deepest part of the river, in the middle, the reflected moon bobbed like a floating porcelain plate. The river sucked and gurgled at the bank’s edge, a cool breeze blew down the valley bringing the smells of the Downs, the frozen grass and the winter thyme.
‘Carry you?’ Will offered. ‘Carry you like a bride over the threshold?’
‘Nay,’ I said and smiled at him. ‘We’ll both paddle. You don’t want to be seen carrying lads over rivers at midnight, Will, people’ll begin to talk.’
He chuckled at that and took my hand and we both went cautiously into the dark current.
I gave a little gasp as it flowed over the top of my boots. It was icy and my boots were filled with water in an instant, my stockings and breeches soaked. Will held my hand steadily until we reached the cobbled bank on the far side of the ford. He looked down at my expensive leather riding boots and smiled.
‘You’ll be glad enough to be carried another time,’ he said.
‘Not I,’ I said stoutly. ‘You’d be better off with your Becky, if you want a woman to pet and carry, Will!’
He chuckled again and took my hand and we squelched along the road together.
The Wideacre gatehouse was a dark mound on our left, there were no lights showing, the gates stood open as always. Will nodded.
‘Come up tomorrow, set the house to rights,’ he said. ‘Will you live here?’
I hesitated, searching his face which was shadowed in the half light of the moon.
‘It’s not mine,’ I said. ‘You won it, it belongs to you.’
‘Now…’ Will started, then he paused. ‘You wanted me to win it?’ he asked. ‘I thought you lost it to me so that we had a better chance of getting out of that place in one piece. But did you want me to win it in truth? Win it and keep it for Acre?’