Chapters (27)
- Title Page
- Map
- Dedication
- Part I
- Welcome to Forever
- Open Your Eyes
- No Going Back
- Love Is War
- Meant to Be
- Part II
- Not Enough Sky
- A Better World
- We Are Here
- Till Next Time
- Look Behind You
- Part III
- The Vanishing Now
- Never Means Never
- Nothing to Lose
- Follow the Light
- Who We Are
- In the Stars
- Only One Choice
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
Santi waves her off. “Least I can do for my favorite nephew.”
Jules looks worried. “You can’t afford all that.”
“They pay me enough.”
“No, they don’t! They pay you minimum wage,” Jules retorts. “Speaking of which. My boss is looking for an assistant. Money’s crap, but it’d be more than you get right now. And there’d be potential. Progression.” Jules leans forward until Santi has to look at her. “The chance to use your prodigious brain, instead of numbing it on a production line.”
He laughs. “Thank you. But—I already have my work. It just isn’t how I make my living.”
Jules raises an eyebrow. “Well. That’s certainly mysterious.”
“It’s not easy,” Santi says. “Finding the right path.” His eyes meet Thora’s until she looks away.
After he leaves, Jules sits down at the kitchen table, the little furrow between her brows that Thora adores. She bends to kiss it. “What’s up?”
“Santi.” Jules sighs. “He looks too skinny again. And did you see his sweater? Full of holes.”
Thora blinks. “I didn’t notice.” She sees Santi as she expects to see him, a portrait drawn more by her overlaid memories than by this reality. “Santi’s fine,” she says. “He’s made his choices. If he wanted help, he’d ask.”
“Would he?”
“He already did, remember? Otherwise we wouldn’t be stuck looking after his terrible cat.”
“She’s not terrible.” As if to prove Jules wrong, the cat chooses that moment to hop up on the table, almost knocking over her tea. “Jesus, Félicette!”
Thora strokes the cat, looking into her green eyes. “I’m sorry your owner went mad. But don’t worry. We’ll take care of you.” Félicette rubs against her knuckles with a soft, reproachful meow.
“I just worry about him,” Jules says, chin propped on her hand. “That job’s destroying him, and he spends every spare moment either volunteering or scribbling in that book of his. What’s he writing in there?”
Thora looks at her wife. At moments like this, she’s consumed with the desire to tell her. I’ve waited for you for lifetimes. But that would mean telling her about the other times they were together, about the versions of herself that weren’t right. She doesn’t want Jules to know any one but this.
“Who knows,” she says. “A theory of everything.”