Back Meet Me in Another Life
Chapters (27)
  1. Title Page
  2. Map
  3. Dedication
  4. Part I
  5. Welcome to Forever
  6. Open Your Eyes
  7. No Going Back
  8. Love Is War
  9. Meant to Be
  10. Part II
  11. Not Enough Sky
  12. A Better World
  13. We Are Here
  14. Till Next Time
  15. Look Behind You
  16. Part III
  17. The Vanishing Now
  18. Never Means Never
  19. Nothing to Lose
  20. Follow the Light
  21. Who We Are
  22. In the Stars
  23. Only One Choice
  24. Acknowledgments
  25. About the Author
  26. Copyright
  27. About the Publisher

“It’s not ridiculous.” He’s not supposed to contradict the parents directly. He revises. “What I mean is, an interest like that is an important motivator. I would advise encouraging it. Or at least not actively discouraging it.”

He can tell they aren’t convinced. They nod, though, and thank him before moving on. Santi watches them go. He reminds himself: if God’s test were easy, it would be meaningless.

At morning break the next day, Santi brings his coffee back to his classroom and finds Thora at her desk, drawing. He watches her pause to delineate a cluster of faint dots on the inside of her wrist.

“Thora, it’s break time.”

She doesn’t look up.

He tries again. “You’re supposed to be outside.”

“I want to stay here.”

Officially, he should send her out: he can’t shelter a child from the natural order of things. The lions take down the gazelle and it lies twitching and eviscerated. But, fresh from his anger with her parents, he rebels. When he sits down next to her, she flinches in surprise. She bows her head and starts violently coloring in.

“What are you drawing?” Santi asks.

She looks up, a flash of blue like a shy tropical fish. “Hades.”

“Wow.” Santi looks at her drawing: a lot of black, with fragments of exploded buildings and what looks like a rabbit with a baby’s head. “You like the Greek myths?”

Her expression is noncommittal. “My mum and dad got me a book about them.”

First blood to her parents and the classical education. “They’re good stories,” Santi says. “It’s interesting to see how people used to explain the world, before they had scientific ways of figuring out what was really happening.” Second blood to Santi and the stars.

“Yeah,” Thora says. “Like, in ancient Greek times, they thought people went on after they died.”

Santi frowns. “You don’t think they do?”

She gives him a look of flat scorn. “You’re a science teacher,” she says, and goes back to drawing her hellscape.

Santi leans back, weighing his words carefully. “Science can’t tell us much about what happens to people after they die.”

She looks up at him in challenge. “Yes, it can. We go moldy and decompose, like in the bread experiment we did last week. And then we’re skeletons.”

“You’re right,” he acknowledges. “But that’s just what we can observe. How do we know there isn’t some other part of a person that goes on? A part we can’t observe?”

Thora chews her pencil. “I guess we don’t,” she says, looking annoyed. “Unless we could talk to someone who had died and ask.”

“Well, I’ll probably die before you,” Santi says. “I promise, if there’s anything after, I’ll try to come back and tell you about it.”