Chapters (20)
Outside Adora looked at me. “Did that man tell the truth?”
“Yes.”
“And your father, Sharrum? He lied?”
“Yes.”
“There is no heaven?”
“I don’t know if there is a heaven,” I said. “But I know that you won’t get there by serving my father. There are many different kinds of evil. Some people are evil because they like to cause pain. Some people are evil because they are selfish and care only about themselves. He is the worst kind of evil. He believes he knows how to bring about a better future, and, if he has to, he will pave the road to it with corpses of innocent people. He has no boundaries. There is nothing he won’t do to get his way.”
“What about you?” her eyes narrowed.
“I’m trying not to be evil. Sometimes I succeed. Sometimes I don’t.”
“So you’re like him?”
“Yes. When I didn’t kill you the first time, it was because I acted exactly like him.”
“But you saved me the second time, too?”
“Slavery is wrong, Adora. People should be free to make their own choices. They might be bad choices, but it doesn’t matter. I didn’t want you to die before you realized that there’s a whole life you could live on your own terms. You don’t have to take anyone’s orders. You are in charge of yourself. I broke my father’s hold on you. I’m responsible for you. I’ll try to help you as much as I can.”
“Because you feel guilty?”
“Because it’s the right thing to do,” Curran said.
She narrowed her eyes. “How do I know you and that man aren’t lying?”
“You don’t,” I said.
“You have to look at what everyone has to gain,” Curran said. “Kate says that Roland is an evil liar. Roland says that his blood is divine and will get you to the happy afterlife. One of them has to be lying. If we suppose that Roland is lying, what benefit does he derive from it?”
Adora frowned. “My loyalty.”
Curran nodded. “He gets to use you and your skills. And if you suppose that Kate is lying?”
“She derives no benefit,” Adora said. “If I believe her, I won’t serve her.”
“Yes. She has no incentive to lie. People go through the trouble of lying to get something they want. Kate doesn’t want anything from you, but she feels responsible for you. She wants you to have a life that’s your own.”
She pondered it. “I’ll follow you, Kate. I need to follow someone. It’s too much change all at once. But I’ll think. And I’ll find out more, so I can decide who’s lying. And if I decide not to follow you anymore, I will leave.”
“Fair enough,” I said.