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Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Contents
  4. 1. Aftermath
  5. 2. Metamorphoses
  6. 3. Revelations
  7. 4. Withdrawals
  8. 5. Searching
  9. 6. Sisters
  10. 7. Assiduous
  11. 8. Ungrateful
  12. 9. Funeral
  13. 10. Sirensong
  14. 11. Runaway
  15. 12. Compulsion
  16. 13. Sanitize
  17. 14. Cravings
  18. 15. Superstitious
  19. 16. Wanderlust
  20. 17. Repercussions
  21. 18. Lost
  22. 19. Warning
  23. 20. Complications
  24. 21. New Hope
  25. 22. Reunion
  26. 23. Admissions
  27. 24. Today
  28. 25. Dinner
  29. 26. Restraint
  30. 27. Logic
  31. 28. Fireworks
  32. 29. Instincts
  33. 30. Lyrical
  34. 31. Defiance
  35. 32. Immune
  36. 33. Iniquity
  37. 34. Tomorrow
  38. Stay Tuned
  39. Also by Amanda Hocking
  40. Praise for Amanda Hocking
  41. About the Author
  42. Copyright

“It’s okay.” Harper sniffled and forced a smile at her. “I think I just needed to let off some steam.”

A couple of patrons were still staring suspiciously at her, so Harper offered them an apologetic smile.

“Sorry about my outburst, folks,” she told them, and straightened up. “It won’t happen again. You can go back to your browsing.”

She crouched down to pick up the books she’d left on the floor, the ones she still had left to put away. She’d honestly meant to pick them up and go about her work, but as soon as she was safely hidden behind the shelves, it hit her.

Gemma might never come back, and even if she did, Harper had no idea if Gemma would even still be her sister. No matter what happened from here on out, the little sister Harper had always known and loved was gone. And nothing Harper could do would bring her back.

She put one hand over her mouth to keep quiet as tears spilled down her cheeks, and she put her other hand on the shelf to steady herself. Her whole body shook as she cried, but she managed to stay relatively silent.

“Hello?” a voice said behind her.

She turned her head to the side, hiding her face as best she could from whoever stood behind her.

“Um, Marcy’s at the desk,” Harper said, swallowing back tears. “If you need help finding a book, check with her.”

“Harper, I don’t need help finding a book,” he said. She glanced back over her shoulder to see Daniel.

“Daniel.” She turned away from him and rushed to wipe her face as inconspicuously as possible. “Of course you would come here now.” He didn’t need to see her all snot-nosed and sobbing.

“Are you okay?” he asked.

“Yes, I’m fine. Everything’s fine.” She sniffled, grabbed the books, and stood up, realizing that she probably looked the best she could hope for, and turned to face him. “What can I do for you?”

“Were you crying?” he asked, his voice warm with concern.

She lowered her eyes, refusing to look up at him, but she could feel his eyes searching her. He moved even closer to her, so he was mere inches away, but Harper just hugged the books to her chest and stared down at her feet.

“I’m working, Daniel, so if you don’t need anything from me, I should probably get back to it,” she said.

“I know you’re working, and I wouldn’t bother you if it wasn’t important,” Daniel said. “Can you take, like, five minutes to go somewhere and talk with me?”