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Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Contents
  4. 1. Aftermath
  5. 2. Metamorphoses
  6. 3. Revelations
  7. 4. Withdrawals
  8. 5. Searching
  9. 6. Sisters
  10. 7. Assiduous
  11. 8. Ungrateful
  12. 9. Funeral
  13. 10. Sirensong
  14. 11. Runaway
  15. 12. Compulsion
  16. 13. Sanitize
  17. 14. Cravings
  18. 15. Superstitious
  19. 16. Wanderlust
  20. 17. Repercussions
  21. 18. Lost
  22. 19. Warning
  23. 20. Complications
  24. 21. New Hope
  25. 22. Reunion
  26. 23. Admissions
  27. 24. Today
  28. 25. Dinner
  29. 26. Restraint
  30. 27. Logic
  31. 28. Fireworks
  32. 29. Instincts
  33. 30. Lyrical
  34. 31. Defiance
  35. 32. Immune
  36. 33. Iniquity
  37. 34. Tomorrow
  38. Stay Tuned
  39. Also by Amanda Hocking
  40. Praise for Amanda Hocking
  41. About the Author
  42. Copyright

Harper waited outside with Alex, sitting on the front steps of his house. He wasn’t sure what to bring, if anything, so he’d grabbed the video camera he used to record storms and a pocketknife in the shape of Batman’s batarang.

“You really think this will work?” Harper asked, watching him as he flipped the blade in and out of the pocketknife.

“I don’t know,” Alex admitted. “But I don’t know what else to try. I’ve got to do something, and I’m running out of options.”

“Can I ask you something?”

Alex shrugged. “Sure.”

“Why do…” Harper tried to choose her words carefully. “You’re really passionate about finding Gemma, and I’m glad. It’s just … it’s a little strangely intense, since you and Gemma haven’t been together that long.”

“Is that your question?” Alex asked, looking over at her.

“Kinda. I just don’t fully understand why you care so much.”

“But I’ve known her practically my whole life,” Alex pointed out. “And it’s not like I suddenly started having feelings for her the day we started dating. I mean, I’ve liked her for…” He trailed off, as if realizing he’d admitted more than he wanted to.

“When did you start liking her?” Harper asked.

He shifted uneasily. “I don’t know the exact date.”

Harper had known that Alex and Gemma liked each other for a little while, possibly longer than the two of them knew themselves. Alex would be over watching a movie with Harper or doing homework with her, but as soon as Gemma came in the room, he could barely pay attention to the task at hand.

That eventually had put a strain on her friendship with Alex. She didn’t mind so much that he liked Gemma. It just weirded her out that they’d be hanging out in her room, and Gemma would be across the hall in hers, and Alex would suddenly get up and go hover in Gemma’s doorway. It was obnoxious, so Harper had stopped hanging out with him as much.

“I think I noticed it a few months ago,” Harper said. “You kept making eyes at her.”

“I did not,” he said quickly. “I don’t even know what that means.”

“There’s nothing wrong with it,” Harper said. “I’m just curious about how long you’ve had a crush on my sister.”

“I don’t know.” He sighed, and when he spoke, his voice got quieter. “Maybe years.”

“Years?” Harper asked loudly, thinking she must’ve heard wrong.