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Chapters (35)
  1. About Lucky’s
  2. Title page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1: 2002
  6. Chapter 2: 2002
  7. Chapter 3: 1945
  8. Chapter 4: 1913–1939
  9. Chapter 5: 2002
  10. Chapter 6: 1945
  11. Chapter 7: 1971
  12. Chapter 8: 2002
  13. Chapter 9: 1945–1946
  14. Chapter 10: 2002
  15. Chapter 11: 1938–1945
  16. Chapter 12: 2002
  17. Chapter 13: 1946
  18. Chapter 14: 1972
  19. Chapter 15: 2002
  20. Chapter 16: 1957
  21. Chapter 17: 1965
  22. Chapter 18: 1971
  23. Chapter 19: 1975
  24. Chapter 20: 2002
  25. Chapter 21: 2002
  26. Chapter 22: 1992
  27. Chapter 23: 2002
  28. Chapter 24: 1994
  29. Chapter 25: 2002
  30. Chapter 26: 2002
  31. Author’s Note
  32. Acknowledgements
  33. Praise for Lucky’s
  34. About the author
  35. Copyright page

Achilles—who wore the Greek-Australian service industry uniform of grey shorts, white shirt and long white socks—liked to tell Eleftheria of his determination to never again work for someone else, to rather kill a man than work for one. He taught his wife English and ignored most of her attempts to communicate in Greek. When she teased or taunted him in their first language, Achilles responded in English, because he didn’t want a word of Greek spoken in the cafe: he said using a foreign language in front of customers was rude, terrible for business.

As a new husband, Achilles felt disposed to remain wilfully ignorant of his wife’s emotional life; he reckoned they had time to get to know each other. He didn’t want to hear what Eleftheria missed about Ithaka, didn’t ask her questions about her past, didn’t want to spend any time on matters that might inflame her sadness and bring it into the open. To him, she remained an immensity of private feelings.

Eleftheria gave up speaking Greek but did not abandon her artistic inclinations. In spare moments stolen from the cafe, and for reasons Achilles couldn’t understand, she sketched what her husband considered to be the most unremarkable objects in the cafe, things unworthy of representation, barely deserving of notice: the shop fittings, boxes of powders, stacks of aluminium ashtrays, the clock, jars of fat. Yet she made not one sketch of their two daughters. Achilles worried that Eleftheria’s unfathomable interior life was somehow coded in these drawings, that each picture was an expression of disgust.

‘Why do you draw?’ Achilles once asked.

‘I don’t know,’ said Eleftheria. And she left her still lifes in a pile on the side table in their bedroom.

‘What will you do with these pictures?’ Achilles would ask.

‘Nothing,’ she would say. ‘I have to make them, I have to put them somewhere.’

When Eleftheria was especially unhappy she’d tear up and dispose of these sketches. The next week she’d start drawing again: the same objects, the things that stuck up like icebergs in her visible world. They were yet to properly fit together, Mr and Mrs Asproyerakas. Maybe one day they would make a good life possible for each other: this was how Achilles thought of his marriage, as cold stuff that would slowly melt into some better shape. But Eleftheria died before any such transformation could occur.

In 1938, during her last days at Prince Alfred Hospital, in a room to herself, with cancer in her bowels and lungs and liver, Eleftheria kept returning in her mind to the problem of her marriage.

She asked the nurse: ‘Why my parents make me marry that man?’

The nurse said: ‘I don’t know. Arranged marriages aren’t the custom here.’