It wasn’t until I was changing the bandage on the cut on my wrist that I happened to take a look at the thing he’d wrapped round it.

It was a handkerchief. Everybody carried one in the olden days because there was no such thing as Kleenex. People were pretty fussy about them, too, sewing their initials on to them so they didn’t get mixed up in the wash with other people’s hankies.

Only Jesse’s handkerchief didn’t have his initials on it, I noticed after I’d rinsed it in the sink then wrung out my blood as best I could. It was a big linen square, white – well, kind of pink now – with an edging all round it of this delicate white lace. Kind of fem for a guy. I might have been a little concerned about Jesse’s sexual orientation if I hadn’t noticed the initials sewn in one corner. The stitches were tiny, white thread on white material, but the letters themselves were huge, in flowery script: MDS. That was right. MDS. No J to be found.

Weird. Very weird.

I hung the cloth up to dry. I didn’t have to worry about anybody seeing it. In the first place, nobody used my bathroom but me, and in the second place, nobody would be able to see it any more than they could see Jesse. It would be there tomorrow. Maybe I wouldn’t give it back to him without demanding some sort of explanation about those letters. MDS.

It wasn’t until I was falling asleep that I realized MDS must have been a girl. Why else would there have been all that lace? And that curlicue script? Had Jesse died not in a gunfight, as I’d originally assumed, but in some sort of lovers’ quarrel?

I don’t know why the thought disturbed me so much, but it did. It kept me awake for about three whole minutes. Then I rolled over, missed my old bed very briefly, and fell asleep.

Thirteen

My intention, of course, had been to wake up early and call Father Dominic to warn him about Heather. But intentions are only as good as the people who hold them, and I guess I must be worthless because I didn’t wake up until my mother shook me awake, and by then it was seven-thirty and my ride was leaving without me.

Or so they thought. There was a huge delay when Sleepy discovered he’d lost the keys to the Rambler, so I was able to drag myself out of bed and into some kind of outfit – I had no idea what. I came staggering down the stairs, feeling like somebody had hit me on the head a few times with a bag of rocks just as Doc was telling everybody that Sister Ernestine had warned him if he missed another Assembly, he’d be held back a year.

That’s when I remembered the keys to the Rambler were still in the pocket of my leather jacket where I’d left them the night before.