Back Love and Monsters
Chapters (58)
  1. SYNOPSIS
  2. ALSO BY MAX WALKER
  3. NOAH BARNES
  4. JAKE PEREZ
  5. NOAH BARNES
  6. JAKE PEREZ
  7. NOAH BARNES
  8. JAKE PEREZ
  9. NOAH BARNES
  10. JAKE PEREZ
  11. NOAH BARNES
  12. 10. Jake Perez
  13. JAKE PEREZ
  14. 11. Noah Barnes
  15. NOAH BARNES
  16. 12. Jake Perez
  17. JAKE PEREZ
  18. 13. Noah Barnes
  19. NOAH BARNES
  20. 14. Jake Perez
  21. JAKE PEREZ
  22. 15. Noah Barnes
  23. NOAH BARNES
  24. 16. Jake Perez
  25. JAKE PEREZ
  26. 17. Noah Barnes
  27. NOAH BARNES
  28. 18. Jake Perez
  29. JAKE PEREZ
  30. 19. Noah Barnes
  31. NOAH BARNES
  32. 20. Jake Perez
  33. JAKE PEREZ
  34. 21. Noah Barnes
  35. NOAH BARNES
  36. 22. Jake Perez
  37. JAKE PEREZ
  38. 23. Noah Barnes
  39. NOAH BARNES
  40. 24. Jake Perez
  41. JAKE PEREZ
  42. 25. Noah Barnes
  43. NOAH BARNES
  44. 26. Jake Perez
  45. JAKE PEREZ
  46. 27. Noah Barnes
  47. NOAH BARNES
  48. 28. Jake Perez
  49. JAKE PEREZ
  50. 29. Noah Barnes
  51. NOAH BARNES
  52. 30. Jake Perez
  53. JAKE PEREZ
  54. 31. Noah Barnes
  55. NOAH BARNES
  56. EPILOGUE
  57. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  58. ALSO BY MAX WALKER

“And you’re sure it was him?” Malik asked. He looked just like his older brother, all shiny white teeth and honey-brown eyes, with short dark hair that was usually kept buzzed down. He had a golden dangling earring and a thin gold necklace that popped against his dark skin. A tattoo of an octopus wrapped around his forearm, appearing to dance along with him as he moved.

Both Jake and I slightly deflated at his question. “No, we’re not,” I answered.

“But he’s our most likely lead,” Jake said, speaking like a detective. “We’ve got his car on camera, twice now, around the same time as when the incidents happened. Plus, Noah and Franky have history, which could lead to a motive. Maybe he’s upset at the feelings Noah made him confront, and repressing them for these past few years maybe twisted him up.”

That got the group nodding their heads in unison. “It does make sense,” Tristan said.

I waved my hands over the table as if I were telling people to stop their bets at a roulette table. “Enough of this spooky shit. Let’s try and have some fun today. Malik, how long are you in town for?”

“Just until tomorrow. I needed to get out of my apartment. Too much shit happened there.”

“Boy troubles?” I asked.

“Major. I found Peter cheating on me. In our own bed, after he told me he was visiting his sick sister. He thought I was out of town and, and—” Malik choked back tears. Tristan put an arm around his brother’s shoulders and pulled him in for a hug.

“It’s alright, Mal. You deserve better than that guy.”

I nodded my agreement, trying to not let my heartbreak for Malik show on my face. I knew how much he loved his boyfriend, and I knew how much pain that inflicted when the love turned into venom injected straight into the veins. It was a toxic feeling that consumed your every thought, made every what-if moment that much larger, that much more pronounced. It was how I felt when Franky and I broke up, the days after finding me locked up in my bedroom and swearing off boys for the rest of my life.

“Not all men are trash,” I said to Malik, shooting a glance at Jake. Tristan cocked his head, but before I could keep going with my pep talk, a firm hand clamped down on my shoulder. I turned, wondering who’d just popped through my personal space. The gay community in Atlanta was large but compact at the same time, and it wasn’t unusual to spot friends—or old hookups—out and about.

This one was a friend. A best friend, actually.